Reality

what are these feelings

Zayn (pov)

Wake up Wake up ZAYN Malik Get YOUR ASS UP THIS Minute!!! i heard someone scream in my ear
It's gonna take more than that to ruin my beauty sleep
Me being me just wave them off and went back to sleep just as i was about to sleep i felt something soooo cold on my face i jumped out of bed in shock
Only to see my mom holding a cup that was once filled with water which she just dumped on me if i made add
Mom!!why did you do that for and what time is it i asked my mom annoyed
Zayn it's 2am my mom said
Well why did you wake me up when it's just 2am mom i asked now getting angry
Zayn please tell me you didn't forget that today is the day you and the boys midnight memory tour starts my mom said glaring at me
What!! i-i-i of course i didn't forget i would never forget something so important never i said trying to cover up the fact that i did forget because i knew if i said that i did forget i wouldn't live to go on the tour because my mother would literally kill me can you imagine what would happen to the world without seeing this handsome face of mine mom you know sometimes i feel like you love the boys more than you love me your own son i said wrapping my hand around my mom's shoulders it's not gonna work malik so stop pouting go and get ready Paul is going to pick you up in an hour the boys are already on the airport Paul wanted to pick you up the last so you can get your beauty sleep

Time Skip

As soon as i got out of the car along with the some of the bodyguards the paparazzi were already here the camera lights were blinding my eyes so i kept my head down
Finally after taking pictures with some fans i made my way inside as soon as i enter the plane the boys greeted me with a cheerful Good morning Zayn
why the bloody hell are you guys so cheerful what is good about this morning i said glaring at them while i put my seat belts on the boys started laughing at my out burst they knew i wasn't a morning person
Well a good morning guys and how was your vacation would be a nice reply harry said while sitting next to me and putting on his seat belts i laugh at his sarcastic comment my laugh came to a stop when i saw him just looking at me i felt my cheeks heat up what the hell when did harry staring at me started making me blush i need to say something before he notice it
Is there something on my face harreh i asked wh-at i-i-i mean n-no he said looking anywhere but me i took this time to really look at harry's face he frowned his brows wow harry is just so bloody beautiful yes i said beautiful his hair looks so messy but that only made him look more sexy and his lips they look so pink all i want to do is kiss them wait!! why the hell am i thinking about harry this way am not gay i've never felt attracted to any man in my life but harry is making me question my sexuality maybe i just need some more sleep yeah that's it.

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