Zayn pov
After a while of just talking we all decided to call it a night which am happy for because while everyone else were having a conversation i just couldn't stop zoning out while staring at harry am sure shawn noticed it so here i am just laying down in my bunk which can actually fit two person in it who knows maybe harr- no zayn no you need to stop thinking about harry in that way you are not even gay for God sake or maybe i am no no zayn you are not gay even if i was gay am not saying i am i said if why would i have feelings for harry ugh god why is my life so hard ugh
Zayn i heard shawn's voice
OMG he saw me staring at harry and he's gonna ask me about it maybe i should at like am sleeping
Don't even think about it
Shawn said entering my bunk and laying down next to me
What do you want shawn i said
You have feelings for harry don't you
He said no no i don't i said a little too quickly yes you do i always knew you had feelings for harry he said now smirking i don't know shawn i said giving in he give me a look that said continue that's what i like about shawn he can be a good listener when you need one
It's just since i got on the plane and i saw harry I've been having these thoughts and feelings and it's just weird because i have never been into men before but now am questioning my sexuality i said getting it off my chest
Zayn if am gonna be honest with you i always thought you had feelings for harry the way you look at him it was just so obvious but i think you were oblivious to your own feelings and now that you know you have feelings for harry you are in deny and about you questioning your sexuality you could be bi i have been there and done that he said smiling
wait you are bi i asked in shock
Yep he said so how did you confirm you are bi i said
I kissed a guy and i liked it but i didn't have feelings for him he said smiling well can i kiss you to confirm that am BI i asked okay but this is gonna be different from kissing a girl he said moving closer so that our foreheads were touching i connected our lips our lips move in sync we pulled away after a few seconds
Soooo he said smiling while waiting for my answer
you are a great kisser i said
I know i am you are not so bad yourself but did you like it he asked
Well yeah i did i said welcome to the bi club my friend he said wrapping his arms around me so i can lay my head on his chest
You are not going back to your bunk are you i asked no am good thanks he said after a while of just laying there everything went blank
I hope you guys liked it and if you're wondering why i haven't put Harry's pov in this is because i want how harry feels to be a mystery
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