The rockstar (under editing)

Trauma

The next day you wake up snuggled into chase , your heart skips a beat as you remember what happened the night before and butterfly's fill your stomach as you feel his arms wrapped around your waist delicately

You glance up at his face as he sleeps ever so peacefully , your glad he finally got the rest he deserved and thankful that's he was no longer in such a panicked state

You gently lift your hand and tuck his hair behind his ear gently rubbing against his warm flushed cheeks

You feel him flinch slightly as you remove your hand and he slowly opens his eyes "hey .." you say softly as his gaze focuses on you "hi" he says looking deep into your eyes before pulling you into a tight hug

"Chase I need to breathe you know" you say in between giggles and he laughs and loosens his grip allowing you to hit his arm gently "your an idiot" you say sarcastically as you move closer to him resting your head softly on his shoulder

"How did you sleep" he asks as he glances down at you and you snuggle further into his shoulder as he placed his hand gently on your head and fiddled with the curls in your hair

"I slept better than I have in months chase honestly" you say into his neck and he leans down kissing your head softly "me too y/n me too" he ushered

You both lay there in silence enjoying each other's company and warmth but your mind kept wandering off to the kiss .. it felt so raw .. so passionate .. unlike anything that you had ever experienced.. chase was different than these other boys that would leave without feeling ....this was real emotion ..real feeling

You think as your thoughts wander ...

Chases pov
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Holding y/n close to me makes me feel safe .. she truly is such a special girl ... my mind is at peace when I'm with her my heart begins to race when she looks me in the eyes with those perfect doughy eyes that I get lost in each time ... that kiss probably meant nothing to her but when our lips collided ... time stopped my heart skipped a beat something that just doesn't happen to me ever .. I have girls from all over the globe cheering my name each concert I do but she ... she's different

He thinks to himself as your head lay perfectly on his shoulder as you began tracing his tattoos sending butterfly's swarming through his body

"What am I going to do" you think to yourself as butterfly's grow stronger and the image of the kiss replayed in your head like a scene in a movie or a chapter in a book

"God y/n stop he's your friend don't like him he will hurt you" you think as you remember the past with Nick and the torture and pain that with held your relationship

The fights , the tears , the blood even ...times were rough and there is no way your ever commenting like that again ...it's too risky ....especially so soon ..no matter how hard feelings progressed

"Hey y/n you ok" chase says snapping you straight out of your horrid day dream ... as he felt your heart rate speaks up against his chest and your body becoming tense

"I'm ok" you say shyly taking a deep breath trying to control yourself

Chase sighed not believing you one bit but not wanting to pressure you ...he gently held you closer comforting you silently rubbing circles on your back in hopes you would maybe open up to him