Suicidal waves

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Self Harm

My blood drips down onto the cold tiles of my room
There's a hole in my heart
I can't feel
Would anyone miss me?
Who am I in the world
I'm just a broken and faceless girl
A girl who's pride has been stripped from her
Blood soaked clothes cling onto my dark and cold skin

God please take this pain away
I didn't ask for this
My wrists are ugly and scarred
I feel numb to emotions and feelings
I'm loosing my sanity

Walking towards my wardrobe
I open it and pick up my pills

Swallow everything you worthless being
You don't deserve to live
You are broken and scared
No one wants you
Go to hell
Die
Die
You will be forgotten
Swallow and die

Even my mind hates me
Staring at the bottle
I open it
I swallow everything with no regret
I feel at peace

Finally
Peace

~𝑹𝑺𝑯

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