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Mj, Are you okay?

Warning: suicidal (thoughts)& r@pe

PETERS POV

I'm really worried about mj right now. We started dating like 3 months ago and i get closer and closer to her but she seems really sad sometimes. I always thought it was how she was but now that i'm closer to her i see her more often and know whenever shes not feeling well.

But i'm to afraid to ask. Yes shes maybe my girlfriend but we never ever talked about MJs problems. We always just talk about what happened in my spidey nights.

I saw her randomly crying often but i never said anything.

I feel bad for never asking her how she feels or what's going on with her. Thats why i planned a Netflix and chill night (not sexuall). I even bought her favorite sweets and chips.

But at first i need to ask her.

Me: hey mj :D

Mj<3: hey petey

Me: Do you maybe wanna sleep over at mine today?
Me: we also can do it any other day

Mj<3: sure i'm free today its not like i have anything else to do

Peter: okay good, you can come 19:00

Mj<3: okay byee

Peter: bye <3

*time skip* peter waits for mj

*ring*

Oh that must be mj. I opened the door.

,,Hey mj'' i said smiling

,,Hey petey'' she said.

,,you can sit on the couch i will go get something. Dont move'' i said

While she sat down i ran into the kitchen. I picked up everything i got for her and ran back to her.

,,MJ LOOK'' i said screaming

,,Wtf parker dont scare the shit out of me'' she said

,,i'm sorry mj but look'' i said

,,Aww petey did you brought this for me?'' she asked

,, Yes ofc'' i said

*time skip* after the film

I think it's about time now. I will ask her now.

,, hey mj'' i said looking at her.

,,yes petey?'' she said tired

,,Uhm so i wanted to ask you how you are and how you are doing?'' i said nervously

She didn't answer she just looked at the floor.

,,mj, are you okay?'' i said moving closer to her

,,Uh yes ofc i'm good'' she said sadly

,,Mj please be honest with me. I'm just trying to help you.'' i said

,,Peter you can't help me. And don't say but i am Spiderman. This is not something spiderman can solve its complicated.'' mj said

,,Yeah maybe not Spiderman, but peter parker. Ur boyfriend.'' i said moving even closer

,,Mj, please tell me whats going on with you. I saw you crying and i saw you trying to hide urself.'' peter said

,,You don't understand peter okay?'' she said still looking at the groud

,,Mj then make me understand it.'' i said ,,tell me what happend.'' i said

,,Mj?'' i said softly

,, You know peter. I live in a really toxic household and they blame u for everything you do and they never really say nice stuff to you. And thats how i grew up so thats when i take things really personality. I live with my grandparents and they are the toxic ones so no my parents aren't or i atleast think that. The only think i know is that my mom is in psychiatry. And flash knows it and he always bullies me with it. He says shit about my parents and how i am the same and that I'm probably high right now and that all started since i'm 8. And he told all his friends they even made tiktok and instagram accounts and make fun of me and since i take these things personally these words really hurts and i started believing them. They even said i don't deserve you and that i'm just a slut for you'' mj said now crying

,,And 2 years ago i found out i had a brother. I wanted to get to know him but all he did was filling me up with drugs and he even sold me for some nights to some creeps. They were allowed to do anything with me. And you know what i never said no because i thought thats how i will get him to like me.'' she said.

I couldn't belive this. This was hard and even i was crying just by hearing it she was only 14 that time.. 14?! Her own brother did this to her. Her brother...

I pulled mj into a hug.

,,Mj i'm so so so so so sorry this is so hard and i just wanted to say that u are a really strong woman and ur not a slut and ur good enough for me even better. I love you okay and may does too. We're always here for you and you can stay as long as you want. I promise.'' i said hugging her even tighter.

We stayed like this for hours and also felt asleep like this.

Morning

,,Peter?'' mj said

,,yes mj?'' I said

,,I love you too'' she said

,, i know you do'' i said then kissing her.

End
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I'm sorry for mj literally i love you. But i needed to do this. So uhm anyways i hope you enjoyed and stuff
Bye
~a