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October 10th, 2021

I remember the days when I would sleep to chase dreams

I loved to sleep. I closed my eyes desiring the escape into a crazy perfection of imperfection: the colors, the lines, scenes of people- they didn't have to make sense. That was the point of the dreams I had: anything became possible

and in the dream I was God

When did I stop loving to fall asleep?

I drive down High Street saying things like, "If I woke up for you, in your name, for your sake, would I live better?"

"If I slept for you, in your name, for your sake, would I wake up better?"

but I wonder if I've ever actually asked, "If I dreamed for you, for your sake...would I feel better?"

Have I ever prayed for my thoughts before? For my dreams- for the stories I write- for the times I play God and look at the stage and say, "Hey! Actor A, you must step this way and say... 'I love you'."

Who am I to write such words? So young- 26- can I write of anything? Of war, I barely understand history; of passion I've never experienced; of wealth- I can't even imagine... I only just started working a job.

Who am I to say I am God

on paper.

Whose paper?

Or story?

Which character am I?






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