I kinda always judged the people who said they cries themselves to sleep
I didn't get the mechanics of it
But then one day I stood in the bed room and cried
And I thought that was all I needed to move on
Then night arrived and I found that my tears didn't have a end point in sight
So as I felt the tear outline the bottom of my eye and brushed it off
But the move tears left the more air I lost by pushing down the pain
And while I didn't cry myself into numbness I cried silently and I apologized to everyone to whom I brushed off the pain of what it felt to cry alone in a room
