Lately I've been seeing the void
The darkness in life never looked so bright
Heartless people besides me
Rattling the sound
Hissing like vipers
We're all hell bound
Welcome to the green mile
Resident's here rarely smile
I feel trapped, emotions flow
I just want my John to know
Tomorrow
I have a date with the needle
Today
I would like to say sorry
Not because i'm afraid of dying
Not because i'm repenting
I'm sorry you didn't get to know mommy
Dear John,
It's mom
I love you son
I know you're sad hun
But it's alright
I'll watch out for you
Tuck you in every night
You're probably too small to understand
But someday you'll become a great man
I would like you to know mom's innocent
The drugs I carried in were to pay rent
I didn't mean to take these steps in life
I didn't expect daddy to walk out that night
Drugs lead me to an early death
Something i'll forever have to deal with
Stay away, don't stray
Just become the man, I dreamt you would
An honest man, a humble man
A man that stands for good
Baby times running out
It's to late to get my life sorted out
But baby don't you worry, not one bit
Just be good and learn to live with it
You're on your own now
But you'll be okay, even though
Life is hard and difficult
You'll always find your way
And even now when my time is up
Just know mom's smiling
She hasn't given up
John baby i'll always be your mom
Never will I forget you son
"As her last meal arrives
Sloppy joes and chili fries
Ginger'ale to quench her thirst
Into tears she begins to burst"
Hey prison guard, sweetheart
Mail this letter to 13th avenue park
My sister Lacey lives there
My baby John is in her care
Thank you for being my friend
Even though i'm on the other end
of this cell and headed for hell
I can tell that you always meant well
Last rights read
Soon to be dead
Smile on my face
All I can think about
Is my baby John's embrace
Hands clasped in
As the needle pokes my skin
I can feel the lethal chemicals inside
As I slowly prepare to die
Final breath close
John's cute nose
So beautiful my child
Ahh..."breathes deeply"
Time of death 12:45.
