sixteenth letter in return

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dear y,

there's so much going on right now with me.. the upcoming tribute for jay and you have to see how adorable it was to take his son in a photoshoot.

the company let us dress him however we want. he is so much fun to watch during each take and it's just kind of disappointing how he will only stop crying after he was back into heeseung's arm.

baby jay loves him so much in the way his dad had once did for our ace. it was honestly cute and sad at the same time for me to watch the two.

they look like a father and son, a real one at that.

i think heeseung would keep his promise to jay before we said our last goodbye to him, that no matter what happens and until to the time his son, heeseung would be there for him and his mother.

and in those depressing times, when i felt like crying, i'll just visit that baby in their house.

every time without a fail, at my entrance into their living room which is fully carpeted, baby jay would try to crawl in his approach.

and do you know who i see whenever his smile when i cooed at him?

my old friend, jay.

i think i have shared too much here in my private life.

and please don't hate me for this, i'm still with hana.

it felt wrong and still, i love to be with her.

- park sunghoon

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