Restart (Markiplier Fanfic)

Chapter 1

"And i'll see you. In the next video. BUHBYE!" his cheeky smiles waves at the camera and the video ends. These kind of videos he makes always cheers me up. Especially after a day like today. As per usual. I was bullied at school. Forced to do things i didn't want to. Called names. Abused. I told people. But... well. No-one cares about me. But i feel like Mark does. I have no idea if other people who are fans of him feel the same way. But there's a hidden connection. Whenever I'm sad and feeling down. He is always there to cheer me up. I can never resist smiling after his videos.
I dream a lot. I dream about a day i may meet my hero. I had tried to end my life on day. I couldn't handle school or my life. I wanted it to end. I was about to cut into my wrists when a notification on my phone drew me to it. It was a new video by Markiplier. I had opened it and watched it. But it had to be so typical and be a video talking about depression and self harm. Who to turn to when you need help. Who you can trust. I nearly ended my life that day. If it wasn't for Mark. I would be dead.
My favorite videos of his are his adorable home videos and his vlogs. I especially like 'King of the Squirrels!' I makes me laugh every time i see it.
My other favorite YouTuber though is Jacksepticeye. Its weird. His names Jacksepticeye as a username but his real name is Sean. Sean Mcloughlin. Its always made me wonder why he chose Jack. It does sound more catchy.
I found Marks profile after watching a collaboration Sean did with Mark. It was prop hunt. They were such noobs compared to SeaNanners, GassyMexican and RPGMinx. That was who I usually turn to for Gmod. But this was way to funny. They had no idea about the props they could use. Where to hide. How to blend in. It was so ridiculous. But, whilst watching i kept hearing this one destinct voice. I had assumed it was Mark. So i watched a few more videos and fell in love.

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"Come on Lucy. Your going to be late for school!" My mother pulls open the curtains and lets the harshness of light into my bedroom. Directly on my face. "Arr no more. I don't want to!" I pull the duvet over my head. "Come on Lucy. You don't want to get into trouble again." She has a point. That's when i feel the duvet moving over me. My mother pulls the duvet on the floor. And laughs as i lay in a ball. "Fine. What ever." She leaves my bedroom as i get ready for school. Sort my hair to look better then bed head but still messy. As usual. Grab my uniform and pull on the cold fabric. "Gah i hate this stuff. Cant wait until i finish school." Moaning to myself. I go down my stairs carrying the books i need. Then i'm greeted with the delightfulness of a bacon sandwich. "Eat up you. Another day of school for you." "Thanks mum." I smile at her. Shes really nice sometimes. Other-times... not so much. She doesn't hit me or anything. But the things she says. Ouch. As i eat bacon sandwiches i check through my subscriptions on YouTube. As usual Markiplier made a new video. 'SCARIEST GAME EVER!-five nights at Freddys'. Hmm. Interesting. I click on the video and get an instant wave of terror and unease. Just like Mark. At every jump scare i flinch back. Neatly choking on bacon each time. That's when notice the time. 8:25am. SHIZ! I HAVE TO MEET MY COUSIN AND GET TO SCHOOL! I grab my bag and sprint out the door. Sure enough she is still waiting at the corner. "I'm sorry i'm late. I got distracted." "Markiplier?" I nod still out of breath. "Markiplier." She just laughs at me or moans when ever i talk about him and my dreams to meet him. I know i probably never will but still. I can dream. As usual she talks about Mianite and other games and comics online. And as usual. They bore me. We pick up her friend on the way and get to school at 8.42 just before registration. That was close. "Hey Lucy." A shy voice says behind me. "Oh hey Rosie. How are you?" "I'm good thank you. You?" "Same as usual. Bored out of my mind." Me and Rosie have been friends for 12 years and we are both 15. That's a pretty amazing fete. We walk into tutor and find my other friend. "Hey Sarah." I wave at her. "Hey guys. Look at my art i did. Its cool isn't it" we look through her art book all tutor and its actually pretty good.
I continue on my normal school day. But it hits lunch. I find my two best friends talking on a bench on the large field. "Hey. What are you two talking about?" Paige looks down and Julia looks up at me as if i shouldn't know. "P..Paige you tell her." Paige looks up. Tears picking her eyes. "Paige whats wrong?" I walk over to her and put a hand on her shoulder. "He's... he's gone." She lets out a sob. "Who? Who's gone Paige?" "Max. Someone... someone took him. On his w... way back from.. school." Tears stream down her face. Her brother. Her younger brother. Gone. Max was a great kid. Funny and always kind to people. It was fun to go around her house and have Nerf battles against him and her. How could this happen. "Paige i'm so sorry." I pull her into a hug as she cry's on my shoulder. Then soon enough I cry too. I have a younger brother of my own. His name also being Max. He was only 2 years older than him. I think about how terrible it must be for her. More tears. "Ha. Look at the little baby's crying!" A harsh voice says. Maya. Julia stands and goes over to her. "Hey! This is a private situation. We don't want to deal with you today Maya." "Well too bad. I'm here." I really cant be bothered with her poop. Not today. Filled with rage and sadness i walk over to her. "Maya. Go away. This is none of your god dahm business." "Oah look at that. Misses shy as a mouse actually speaks. I still remember Lucy. Your still a slut!" Anger rises in my body. I never did anything with that boy. We just went out and talked. Nothing ever happened between us. I hate his guts anyway... he cheated on me. With 2 other girls. But Maya started a rumor i had sex with him. Sometimes she would shove me then shout that at me as she walked away. But today. Today is the worse day to call me that. Not when my friend is in a situation like this. "Maya walk away." "No. I don't want to." "MAYA GO AWAY!" "NO!" I cant take it any longer. With all the strength i can i punch her square on the nose. Blood trickles down her face and she starts to cry. I guess i broke her nose. "I warned you Maya. Walk away. NOW!" She covers her face with her hand and runs to the toilets. "Lucy." I turn to my Friends. "Yer?" "You shouldn't have done that. Your gonna be in a butt load of trouble Lucy." That's when it hits me on what just happened. After the anger fades and sadness returns. "FUDGE! Well. I'm probably getting suspended. Or expelled." "Yep. But that was awesome" Julia says. That's when Mrs. Bass starts walking towards us. With Maya behind her. Shiz she is the worst person to get told of by. My head of year. She already doesn't like me. "Lucy get over here. NOW!" "Bye guys." Paige looks up at me. "Thanks. For sticking up for me Lucy." I smile weakly at her as i walk to my doom. "Did you punch Maya?" "Yes Mrs." "Why?" "Paige is upset about her brother being taken and Maya started laughing at us for crying about it. We asked her to go away. Then she started calling me names. I warned her 3 times to leave. She didn't. So i hit her." I look down as tears fall from my eyes. I've never done anything like this before. Heck. I've never even had a detention before. EVER! "Lucy i'm very disappointed in you. Your normally such a kind girl. I'm sorry to say but you are going to be suspended for this. But you must stay in solitary until the end of school." I nod slightly as i walk to the solitary room. As i pass Julia and Paige, they nod sadly at me. Julia pats me on the back, "its not that bad Lucy." "No it is Julia. I've never been in solitary and I've never had a detention. My parents are gonna kill me and i'm suspended." Tears poor down my face. "Bye guys. I'm sorry Paige." And with that i Walk away. Solitary is were all the miss behaved girls go. Comparing as i'm in a all girls school. I walk in and all heads turn to face me. Some mouths droped, others just staring. I walk across the room to the teacher watching everyone. "Lucy? What did you do? You shouldn't be the type of girl in here." I look at the floor ashamed. "I.... i punched Maya and broke her nose. I was only sticking up for a friend." "Ok. Well take a seat over here." She leads me to a seat in the corner. Facing away from everyone else so i don't have to look at them.
The time in solitary flies by. The only thing i can do right now is draw. I draw Five nights at Freddys animatronics. Mostly Bonnie because he is my favorite. Then. All i can do. Is think. Thinking about what i had done. How my parents are gonna murder me. Tears prick my cheeks again. How my parents will never take me to see Markiplier if he ever come to England. If he came and i saw him. I could give him the hoodie i made for him. Its covered in games that he has played and has 'J.B,W,Y' on one sleeve. Representing his best friends. Jack, Bob, Wade and Yamimash. I thought it was awesome. If i met Mark. All my dreams would come true. But if he came and i couldn't meet him... i would be heart broken. My sobs become louder. I put my head onto the desk and drift off to the land of sleep.
I'm awoken by a patting on my shoulder. "Hmm?" "Lucy. Its end of school you can go." "Thank you." I stand and exit that dreaded room. As i near the gate out of School, Mayas friends approach me. I'm greatly out numbered, there's 8 of them against 1 of me. "You hurt Maya. Now we have to hurt you!" One of them spits. They circle around me. There's no escape. I get shoved from the back and fall to the floor. They surround me. Punch's on my face. Kits at my stomach. My sight becomes dotted in black as pain cascades over me. They all stop at once. "That should teach you to mess with us." Then they all walk away, laughing. I weakly get up and hobble to the bathroom. In the mirror, all i see is a broken, weak, bloody girl. Messy hair, blood covering her face and tears smudging the dirt covering her face. Is this really me? It must be. I clean myself up before leaving school. No one is around which i'm both happy and sad about. As i leave i think about today. How its been so terrible, how it all went so wrong... as i walk that's all i can do. Think. I stop in at the gas station and buy some bandages. "You ok dear? You looks a little beaten up." "I ... never mind. Do you have a bathroom i could use?" "Yer sure. Its over there." "Thanks." When i get to the bathroom i put the bandages on all the cuts and grazed. It stops the blood flowing so much. I grab a few pain killers and swallow them down. "Thank you." "Its ok dear. Bye" i wave good bye to the lady on the till and exit the station. I walk over to the zebra crossing and wait to cross. On one side there's a line of cars waiting but there's a car going quite fast towards the crossing. They get a bit closer and look like they are slowing so i decide to cross. As i walk i turn and look at the stopped cars. They are waving with fear in their eyes. I turn to look at the car that was still driving to the crossing. I freeze. The car hasn't slowed. It still speeds up. Fear, shock and knowledge over whelms me. I cant move as i see the women inside screaming as she looses control of the car. I close my eyes. I know this car. This car will hit me. After all the pain I've been through i guess it doesn't matter. No one will care if i die. My life doesn't matter. I feel the impact, but no pain. I feel my body smash into the window of the car as i hear screams. I open my eyes to be greeted with the world spinning around me. I still cant move. I jolt to a stop. That's when the pain is finally felt. Blood pools around my body. People rush to me. Others call the ambulance and police. I know its useless. I can tell. There is to much blood. I will die here. On this stop. I scream out as the pain intense. Both legs and my right arm. They go numb. My vision becomes dotted in black. My head buzzing. "LUCY!" Is all i hear. I turn my head up. The pain hurts so much but i need to see her. "P..Paige... it hurts" i weakly say through my tears. "Lucy .. yo...your gonna be ok... ok? I'm here... hold my hand! Its ok Lucy" she says. Tears poor down her face. "P...Paige.. i wont..l..live.. i'm gon..na die" i scream at the end as my leg starts to hurt again. She takes my hand. "I'm...i'm sorry Paige." "No Lucy. I wont lose you as well!" "I'm sorry." But vision blackens. The world blurring away into a mess of colors. All i hear is crying as i take my last breath. "I'm sorry..." is the last thing i say before my time is up. No more pain. No more tears. No more life.

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Hey its me Lucy. I just want to let you know. This is based of my real life. I have never had a detention or anything. Maya is my enemy. And unfortunately i have been hit by a car. I have to admit i did cry whilst writing this. Because it reminded me.

Anyway. Lets just look forward to more of my book. Lets just forget the depressing things i just wrote about shall we.