A fooless clown

Awakening

I saw shadows that form into Little Lights...

I felt like I was drowning in the darkest and deepest ocean...

I can't see or hear, and it's hard to breathe.

I couldn't breathe.. but I could at the same time.

It was strange.

But yet.. even with my eyes closed, I make out little bits of lights...

"You're alone and always will be"

All I did was for them..

All the acting and hinting...

That painful and insufferable personality I created and made as my own.

Shuichi needed me, but in the end...
He left me...

He abandoned me.