A fooless clown

The meeting

Kokichi POV:

It's been two months since the game.

They won't let anyone out from the hospital due to our mental and physical states.

I've gone to physical training so I can walk and move around.

My body still hurts, but I can move better, and I don't need the wheelchair I had.

I've decided to come to go to a meeting...

They will hate me anyway, but I'll still go..

Just to see how they are doing...

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I now knew what Kaito meant when  talking about my look.

My dark purple had turned to be a white and light lavender color.

My one eye was a mix of gold and yellow.

I hid that about me in the game...

I looked more pale and skinny.

I looked tired...

I looked sick.

There were scratches on my neck.. when I was.. nevermind.

I had gotten more skinny recently since I couldn't eat food properly yet.

It's not like I deserve to eat anyway.

I can't see or hear sometimes.

I feel like dying.

again.
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I was walking to a meeting with my nurse.

I had finally learned her name is Mikan Tsumiki.

She's planning to propose to someone named Chaiki Nanami.

The other woman was apparently a robotic version of the original person.

I didn't push her to explain more of their story.

I do support and help her plan for her very important day.

She makes me feel less alone along with Kaito's visits.

I blushed at the thought of him.

He was a idiot but..

A cute idiot.

Anyways.

I've became more calm and been taking sessions to keep myself sane in this place.

I still feel this feeling of anger and rage inside, but I've worked to stay calm.

I've also learned my disorder.