my bad poetry

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(This is about my Newfound struggles being gender fluid, I can't come out to my family cuz my mom is kinda homophobic)

Girl?
Boy?

Well girl sometimes boy never
And a year later
I was like oh boy
Literally.

I think Baggy clothes help my dysphoria
But my mother usually buys me skinny jeans and small shirts because I'm petite
I don't understand what I am anymore half the time
But in contrast to that I say I'm fine.

thought I was genderfluid for a year, then a week ago discovered genderfae and was like "oh yeah that's me right there" and then today, oct. 30th: I felt like a dude... I've never switched during a day I've just felt it when I wake up. I've also never identified as male so I am kinda confused right now and I kinda wanna cry-
Oh wait I already am.