Only Unpredictable Reasons (A 5 Seconds Of Summer Story)

You Look Good In My Shirt (Keith Urban)

Ashton's P.O.V. 

(Ashton in normal text and Mikey and Luke in italics)

Ummm hey Luke and Mike I have a little problem. "What is it Ash? " You know that girl Calum is dating? Well I kinda sorta really like her a lot , but shes already with Calum and he makes her happy. I'v liked her about 4 years now.  Plus I like her friend Abby too what do I do. Megan, and Abby, and you guys and my family are they reason for living. If it weren't for for ya'll helping me then when things got horrible and I when wanted to cut then I would have probably already killed myself. Its been about a year now that I have not self harmed. "Whoa Ash first off i did not know we were that important to you, second off we don't know how to help you out with Abby and Megan, but we do know that Abby loves you and it would crush her if you did not feel the same way." Well I'm going to go upstairs i'm tired. "What its only 3:00 p.m. Ashton." I know but I don't feel good. The guys are now worried about me and follow me up stairs, but I get into my room and lock the door before they can get into my room. I turn on some music and of coarse it has to be one of Megan's favorite songs: Take Your Time By Sam Hunt. (A/N I recommend you listen to it even if your not a fan of country its a good song) Why? is the question that keeps running through my head. Why am I not good enough? Why do I love someone who is already in a relationship that makes her happy? Why am I still alive? Why? Why? Why? As I think about it all I don't realize I'v started crying until the tears drop and fall into my arm. I'm the problem not the solution. I love someone that is in love with someone else. I just don't want to be here anymore. I need to stay strong I can do it. I can do it.

Megan's P.O.V.

Savanna Italics_ Megan normal text

Okay Savanna is currently singing to some song by All Time Low while I'm getting ready to  see Calum. Savanna your mental you know that? "Yeah I know ME-gan." Never call me that again or else I'll throw a spider at you! "Megan you cant even kill a spider what makes you think you could pick one up and throw it me?"  I could have Calum Or Ashton or Mikey or Lucas do it for me. "NOOOOOO please no I will never call you ME-gan again just no spiders." Oh I know something better than a spider to throw at you. "What would that be Bow-tie?"  Oh how about a snake, to be more exact a Copper Head the snake you hate the most. "IF YOU DARE THROW A COPPER HEAD AT ME YOU WILL DIE IN YOUR SLEEP AND I CAN MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT YOU HEAR ME! "Hahahaha you can't use snakes against me because I love snakes. "Yeah I know now let me go back to singing All Time Low Songs." Okay Tuxedo have fun with that. *She starts singing again and I finish getting ready*.

Luke's P.O.V.

Okay so I'v ordered two large pizzas, and I got her a dozen roses I got her 6 Red Roses, because red is the color of my soul and I got 6 black roses, because black is the color of her soul. I'm just kidding shes everything a guy could ever want and more. I also got her a Nirvana shirt, so now we can match, and last but not least I got her a bracelet that has the 5sos tally mark charm and an arrow heart charm with both of our names on it. By now its 6:35 p.m. and the guys have finished setting everything up and I am now waiting on Megan to drop of Savanna at my house , so I can take her to the lake thing whatever it is. My phone buzzed in my pocket I looked down at it:

Megan: I'm on my way Lucas and you better not screw this up or else you hear me! lol

Luke: Okay okay I wont see ya in a few.

Megan: Oh and btw you fixing to be gf looks so fucking gorgeous tonight.

Luke: I Bet she does, she always does :)

Savanna's P.O.V.

Megannnnn when are we gonna get to Luke's house? "Savanna we will be there in like 8 minutes calm down" she giggles. I can't calm down Meg just can't I'v liked Luke forever and I'm assuming he likes me to unless this is all some joke. What if it is a joke and he's only doing this to humiliate me? What if he's just using me to get closer to you? What if.... "SAVANNA CALM YOUR BUTT DOWN HE LOVES YOU OKAY" Megan screams at me. Sorry its just that what would he ever want with someone like me when he could have way better. "Savanna your wonderful and beautiful and everything else, so stop saying your not because you are okay". Okay Megan. *Silence the rest of the way* FINALLY WE ARE HERE! "HAVE FUN TUXEDO BUT NOT TO MUCH FUN WE DON'T NEED LITTLE TINY HEMMINGS RUNNING AROUND HERE" she yells. BOW-TIE SHUT UP AND GO MAKE OUT WITH CALUM OR SOMETHING. With that she drives off.

Luke's P.O.V

Theres a knock on the door and I'm pretty sure its Savanna, so I gather the stuff I got her and put it in my backpack and I put the bracelet box in my pocket. I walk down stairs and answer the door, and when I do I'm stunned. She Looks So Perfect I Can't Help But Stare. "Ummm Luke I guess you like what you see" she says giggling. Of coarse I do I say which causes Savanna to blush. Okay Savanna let go. "Lukey where are we going?" She asks as we get into the car. Well Savanna I can't tell you or else it would not be a surprise. " Okay Fineeeeee Luke" she groans. Which causes me to laugh. *Arrives at the lake* Hey Savanna cover your eyes and I'll lead you to where it is. "Okay Luke" she replies and puts her hands over her eyes. "Luke how much longer". Well funny you should ask that because you can uncover you eyes now. "Oh my goodness Luke Its Beautiful" she says. I'm glad you like it princess but thats not all. I get the roses out of my backpack and give them to her. "Luke your so sweet and you remembered red and black are two of my favorite colors" she says smiling. I'm glad you like it. I hope you like the water princess I say smirking. "Wait what are you going to do Luke" she giggles. I take my shirt off and she gasps realizing what I'm about to do. I pick her up bridal style and start running toward the water. "LUKE ROBERT HEMMINGS PUT ME DOWN" she giggle screams. Your wish is my command Princess with that I threw her in the Lake. I jump in right after I throw her in. We play in the water awhile and it starts getting dark so I go grab towels out of my back pack and we dry off. "Luke My Shirt is so clingy can I wear your shirt? I mean you look better with out it anyway" she says blushing. Sure Savanna I hand her my shirt and she makes me turn around so she could change. "Okay Luke you can look now" she says. Whoa I think you should were my shirts more often, because you look good in my shirt. "Luke stop your making me blush" she laughs. Oh and before we eat I have to ask you something? "Yeah Luke?" Well Savanna I have liked you since we first met and I was wondering if you would like to be my girlfriend? "OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS LUKE YES I'LL BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND"she screams. Oh and Savanna I got you something. I hand her the boxes she opens the big box first. "Oh my Goodness Luke Now we can match" she says smiling at the shirt. Yeah we can now open the small box I say laughing. "OH MY GOODNESS LUKE I LOVE IT SO MUCH YOUR THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER" she smiles. Well hold out your wrist so I can put it on you. I put it on her and after that we spent the remainder if the night eating pizza and talking and cuddling.

A/N SORRY FOR A LONG WAIT I'V HAD PERSONAL PROBLEMS AND SCHOOL AND STUFF. I try okay, and Ashton's part in this chapter is what I felt like for like a month or two, that I was the problem and not the Solution. One night I had just had enough and I kept thinking it would be better if I were not here, but I did not cut or harm myself, and I just want to tell yall that it gets better okay so stay strong. I love you all you all mean so much to me and thanks for reading my book it means the world to me. Question of the chapter is Whats your zodiac? I'm A Leo. Please Vote, I Love you all my kittens stay strong- Megan