alone

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i'm sorry.

with every other text left unreplied,
another ounce of guilt sits itself in my soul.

i want my life to be flat.

i want to stay in my room,
i don't want to talk to people,
i want to sleep all day,
i don't want to have texts light up my phone;

i want to be alone.

in a world where i am just by myself,
that comforting feeling of not needing anyone.

just sitting there until my heart gives up on itself and stops beating.

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