pissin' our pants yet? - Carl Grimes fanfic

5

Do I wanna know?
If this feeling flows both ways..
Sad to see you go,
Was sort of hoping that you'd stay.
Do I wanna know? - Arctic Monkeys

Carl's P.O.V
I can't believe she'd do that. I can't believe she lied. Did she plan this? No.. She couldn't have. There's no way. The way she looked at me. Her eyes just screamed "this isn't my fault, I didn't plan this." but at the same time.. 2 of the people I care the most about are dead. I'm never gonna see them again. It hasn't even been 24 hours. I'm back at home on my bed, just wondering why all of this happened. I get thirsty, so I get up and go downstairs to get some water. I hear shuffling and I instinctly look that way. I start searching to see who it could be and I see-  Mary? What?
"I know you probably hate me right now bu-"
"What the hell are you doing here? Wait no, HOW the hell are you here?"
"Carl I know you think I planned that. I didn't. I swear. You know I'd never do that."
She walked up towards me and took my hat off my head.
"Why do you think I saved you? Why would I save you just to kill your people?"
".. How the hell did you get into my house?"
"I'm sneaky." she smiled at me. How am I supposed to know she didnt plan it? What if she's lying? I don't know dude.
"Can you get out? I feel betrayed as fuck right now and you being here doesn't help."
She frowned at me, and left.

Meredith's P.O.V
Great fucking job. Amazing job. You definitely got him to like you now. Aren't I such a genius? How smart of me to do that. I quickly got home on my motorcycle and went straight to my room, ignoring everyone who tried to talk to me, including Negan. I turned on the record player i found on a run and took out my A.M. record. I put on I Wanna Be Yours and lied on my bed. Why? Why did this all happen? Why didn't I get to join them instead of these savior pricks? I thought about this for hours before falling asleep.

SORRY FOR SHORT CHAPTER HOLY SHIT