I'm sorry
Those stupid things I said
Those hard to be moments
Those moments not worth it
Who am I to say
I'm worthy of you
I'm sorry
I woke up in a sweat
I fell asleep on you
I hurt you
Who am I to say
I'm worthy of you
These 5 am thoughts
Come rolling in my head
These 5 am thoughts
They aren't stupid as I've said
It's when I'm listening to what's inside
Listening to my head
These 5 am thoughts
They are deadly
As I should've said
I'm sorry
You don't need to feel alone
You don't need to die today
You won't ever die alone
I should be there
I should be there
If only for you
I tried driving the car at 1 am
I tried getting myself out of bed
I tried to run myself to you
But you're okay now,
Right?
Right?
These 5 am thoughts
Come rolling in my head
These 5 am thoughts
They aren't stupid as I've said
It's when I'm listening to what's inside
Listening to my head
These 5 am thoughts
They are deadly
As I should've said
I know I know
I shouldn't be listening to my head
But how can I not
When it's screaming
screaming over the beating heart
This is pain
So why not turn it into art
Hear my 5 am thoughts
They are crippling me to bed
Take my 5 am thoughts
They are gonna kill me instead
Because I'm listening too much
Of the screaming of my head
My 5 am thoughts
Without you
the steady beat might go dead
