This story contains the following triggers : death, blood, rape, abuse etc
the person with the most votes that cardi fucks by the end of this book is who she gone end up with and if it's a tie it's gone expand the book or make a short sequel
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"You look like you just came out of a 2000's love music video" Chilli said making ti laugh I instantly rolled my eyes at her stupid ass
Wish we didn't have to share a room so I could be depressed with out their annoying asses bugging me
They been trying to get me out this bed all week but nothing they can do to make me feel better
That girl really broke me I never felt this way about nobody and at a point I seen a future with her I still do see one with her
The way I love her is the way she love ashanti, I know she have love for me but she never love me like I love her
If you would let me kill ashanti she wouldn't have a choice but to love us
"I hate her so much" I hissed saying out loud ignoring both my siblings on my bed "who" Tionne asked crossing her legs looking at me
"Ashanti, she leave breaking my baby heart just to come back and steal her right from under me" I said I felt my face heat up and I just know it was turning red from how mad I was starting to get
A effect from being bipolar
"Hold on Jamal don't pull out the nine" ti said her and Chilli bust out laughing thinking that corny ass shit was so funny
I closed my eyes calming my self down if I get heated I might let nina go fuck her up a bitch knowing nina she wanna kill ashanti and her whole family
And do
"Look we can go jump ashanti if you like" Chilli said making me chuckle that's why I love both of my sisters
Yes sometimes their annoying ass fuck but they loyal and the only people that be there for me when im in my worst and can relate to half of what I go
Even though they always there for me they never be there for me like she was, she always held me when I needed her the most
Let me lay on her chest and match her breathing when I need it the most when ti or Chilli some where with they men
Instead of being scared of me she actually was the only one to sit down and talk to me
Folks think im just this crazy ass girl who don't take her medicine and harass people when in reality i'm a normal person with feelings
She got to know me for Lisa taylor not left eye, nina, elo, KJ none of them other personalities I got or nick names
Just Lisa nicole taylor, me and her use to be good friends but we just stopped hanging and talking when I had to spend that one summer in juvenile
