A players Book

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BELCALIS

"your girlfriend if you let me be" see im a natural flirt I just dig myself deeper holes this is exactly why ashanti won't speak to me now

"you kinigra little sister? if so nah im good especially since you need to be baby sat" the second girl said throwing shade at me

"what ever names?" I asked sitting back on the couch the girl who walked in and asked who I was sat in the stool across from me while the other sat in the two seater couch

"im Beyonce and this kelly" I heard them names before but I don't know where from it's probably from kinigra if I know them but then again I remember all kinigra fine ass friends

it the ugly bitches who I forget so I know I couldn't have forgot them

"where I know yall from and it's not kini cause I remember all her fine friends" I said thinking out loud really trying to see where I know them from

"you use to hang with our little sister yall in the same grade now"

"she fine?" I asked automatically not thinking of it

"nika was right such a whore" kelly said making me shrug "difference between being a flirt and a whore im just a flirt" I said smiling before my phone rung it was megan

"you gone get that" Beyonce asked I shook my head im still mad at megan for having sex while on the phone with me nobody wanna hear that shit

"shit getting annoying" kelly said coming over taking my phone bold much "ain't she bold" Beyonce chuckled getting up walking out

"hello" she asked answering my phone "she right here and purposely ignoring you" her face frowned over the phone handing it to me making my eyes roll

"wassup" I said when I took the phone and kelly left going to where ever

"can you come over" megan sniffled letting me know she was crying

"What's wrong" I asked getting defensive over my bestfriend cause she don't cry she hate crying

she didn't even cry when both her parents got murdered or when her grandpa died from cancer

it's takes a hell of alot or a breaking point for her to cry and it's not easy to make her cry

"just come over"

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"you gone tell me what's wrong now" I asked she was sitting in the middle of her room floor with napkins all around the floor and her hair was all over the place she looked a mess and I was sitting on her bed

my bestfriend was really going through it right now

"im pregnant" she whispered like she didn't want me to hear her "I beg your pordan" I asked I know she didn't just say what I think

"im pregnant!" she said louder looking up with more tears I didn't know what to say what can I say to that?

"I told the baby father and he don't want nothing to do with it he broke up with me and I don't know how im suppose to tell grandma she can barely afford us two" while megan talked I just got on the floor and sat infront of her

"you know I got you me and my folks always gone have you, you like family" I told megan letting her know

"you don't really need a man to take care of this baby just a boujie step mom" she chukled pushing my shoulder making me laugh

this was the first time she smiled since I got here "if this your way of asking to be step mama yes" she said making me stick out my tongue

"god baby gone be spoiled with a T" she laughed making me smile

my bestfriend got a really pretty smile and I love seeing her smile I knew her since kindergarten and only seen her cry twice

once when she broke her pinky in second then the other is today

she really hates crying and if she do cry it's by her self

"if it's a boy gone teach him how to get all the bitches and gone run the niggas away" she said making us both laugh

"unless she a fag like me" she just laughed before leaning in hugging me

"I don't know what I would do with out you" she whispered while I hugged her back "probably be a disgusting strag" a straight person that acts like a fag

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"yall look boujie ass fuck" I just know they messy asses gossiping and talking shit with them wine glasses

nicki rolled her eyes as the two sisters laughed

"so what's tea" megan said in her white girl voice making us both bust out laughing especially me

I was high ass fuck since she can't smoke because of the baby she high from just being in the room when I was smoking I hot boxed my garage and she was there while we talked about the baby

megan sat on the couch and my bold ass just sat in kelly lap "hey baby mama" if kelly want me to go down that way for her I damn sure would cause she fine ass hell

"girl-" nicki just pushed me off kelly since she was sitting right next to her "not you coochie blocking"

"don't you got a girlfriend and you underaged" nicki said I totally forgot about ashanti not gone lie

this my problem now and why she won't talk to me

"she broke up with me and I turn 18 in October" I said standing up winking at kelly who raised a eyebrow

"you need to be babysat so why would kelly want you" Beyoncé asked laughing throwing obvious shade

"that's because she almost burnt the house down when we was in ninth grade cooking eggs" megan said laughing making everybody else laugh

"uht uht Ion like my business being put out and I don't like this belcalis slander" I replied going back sitting right back where I sat before

"I don't know why you laughing bey didn't you burn papa kitchen up cooking noodles" kelly said making me look at her and she rolled her eyes

"don't recall"

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HANNNNNN

happy holidays and new years!! (dk if this chapter coming before or after)

anyways 2022 thank god everyday for waking us up and taking us to the new year!

new year plans?

i get my ninth grade graduation they graduating ninth and tenth since tenth didn't get one and ninth had to do it online can't wait!

also get my drivers and work permit this year I highkey don't wanna work lmao but Im always ordering shit so I need money and I know somebody at sixflags that said they can get me a easy job like ticket booth/ride monitor & tester

yall was suppose to get this for Christmas but I honestly forgot