pain

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There are different kinds of pain
My favorite pain is burning pain
Which makes no sense because my my worst fear is burning to death

But this pain is different
This pain feels different in every way

When my skin flushes with heat and the crisp cool blade runs across it i feel a sense of something

The way my arms and shoulders burn when they brush against my clothes grounds me to earth

Running my hands against the texture on my otherwise smooth skin reminds me how easy it is to end it all

I dont give myself pain offten but when i do it is my favorite kind of pain

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