Chapter 31: the truth

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Sandro's pov

"love? love? Can I come in please?" I said while knocking on Chloe's room, she's not answering so I decided to open the door slowly, I saw her sleeping and hugging Chloe's doll that I bought.

I sat beside her and touched her face, I can't help myself from crying "I know that you're really struggling love, nahihirapan din ako but I can't show it to you because you need me so I need to be strong, I'm really praying every night that you will go back to normal again and our relationship will be happy just like before, I love you so much my love" then I kissed her forehead.

She woke up so I wiped my tears and saw me smiling at her.

y/n: what are you doing here?
Sandro: I'm really sorry love for what I just said earlier, I came here to checked up on you and apologize so please love, let's go downstairs and eat?
y/n: hmm ok but please don't bring that up again, Chloe's gonna get hurt, she will think that she's not with us.

God!!! It really breaks my heart eveytime y/n convince me that Chloe is still alive, tuwing sinasabi niya yon naaalala ko lang yung mga araw na nawala siya at di namin nakapiling ng matagal.

y/n: so let's go? you said you wanted to eat
Sandro: uh yeah

To be honest guys, since Chloe left us y/n became cold to me unlike the way she treated me before, I don't know why but she always ignores me and parang laging may kulang sa mga pinapakita niya sa akin, she didn't even call me love anymore, but it's ok as long as she's with me and sleeping in the same bed with me. 

*after 2 weeks and y/n's treatment to Sandro is still the same.

y/n's pov

It's already 10 in the evening and Sandro is still not here, he always go home before 8pm, pinaka gabi niya na yung 7pm, coz he always told me na gusto niya lagi kaming magkasabay magdinner, but tonight mukhang hindi mangyayari yon.

I texted him and called him multiple times but he's still not answering, he didn't even update me where is he, so I don't have to worry about and wait for him at this hour.

I'm waiting here at the living room and I'm getting tired and sleepy, I was about to go upstairs and not wait for him anymore but then the door opened, it's Sandro.

Sandro: hi love *kissed my forehead* I thought you're already sleeping, did you eat na?

I just stand up and ignored him.

Sandro: *grabbed my arm* love? what's wrong?

I rolled my eyes and continue walking.

Sandro: love??? what's happening to you again? please talk to me naman, I'm so tired from work then pag-uwi ko hindi mo ko kakausapin.

y/n: oh so you wanted to talk? then why didn't you replied to all my messages, kahit update man lang if you're going home late para man lang hindi na ko nagpuyat and naghintay sayo.

Sandro: but I'm already here oh, na-late lang ako pero andito na ko, so why are you still mad

y/n: galing ka sa work? or galing ka sa hobby mo?

Sandro: w-w-what?

y/n: wow Sandro just wow! you go home late then you're going to lie to me pa, your secretary told me that you already left the building at 6pm, 6pm Sandro and look what time is it? It's already 12 midnight, if you really love partying and playing in front of all people it's okay for me, kasi I'm your wife I will let you enjoy your own time but choosing not to text me and tell me where were you, that's completely the problem here Sandro

Sandro: l-l-love, biglaan kasi yun eh that's why hindi ko nasabi sayo

y/n: biglaan? so in that 12 hours tuloy tuloy kang nag dj kaya di mo ko nareplyan?

Sandro: no, of course not

y/n: then why you didn't texted me back?

Sandro: love yun ba talaga ikinagagalit mo? eh I'm already here na nga oh ano ba love, please stop being mad at me and let's go to sleep.

y/n: no Sandro, *point my index finger to him* we will not go to bed if you're not gonna communicate to me ng maayos

Sandro: I'm talking to you properly, you know what I'm always talking with you ng maayos but I guess you didn't notice all of that because you're so busy imagining our daughter is still alive, but no, y/n no! she's not here anymore and ever since she left, you didn't treat me the same way before, I feel like I'm just stranger to you sharing this whole house with, y/n wake up Chloe's gone, you need to mov-

He didn't finish what he will going to say because of the slap I gave him.

Sandro: l-l-l-love I'm sorry, I-i-im sorry

y/n: you wanna know the reason why I'm treating you like that for these past months? because you're the reason why our daughter died, you forgot about that already ha? or wait baka di mo alam na sa una pa lang eh you're the main reason why she died *I started crying* Sandro, because of that goddamn hobby you want, because of that bullshit our first child left us, akala ko yung mga panunuyo and care mo sa akin noon nung nawala siya is the way of you saying sorry, pero hindi pala.

Sandro: diba you agree naman to go with me that night? because you said you wanted to support me and see me play again

y/n: yes I agree! but the time that I'm asking for help because my tummy is getting hurt really bad, ano ginawa mo? pinasabi mo pa kay Peter na wait lang baka normal na sakit lang yon then you continue your second song while me at the backstage can't handle the pain anymore, ako pa mismo tumawag ng ambulance para idala na ako sa hospital, I'm a doctor that's why alam ko kung ano nararamdaman ko that night, so don't you ever talked to me na parang nababaliw na ko sa pagi-imagine na andito ang anak natin habang ikaw ay mas inuna mo pa gusto mo instead of helping your own family, edi sana masaya tayo diba? I know this is not the future you're planning pero ikaw gumawa non Sandro why that future you're picturing is not happening right now, ikaw lahat!!!

I just continue crying and Sandro's trying to hug me but I'm just beating him trying to stop from going near to me.

I sat on the floor and lean on the wall crying, Sandro faced me and touched my cheeks.

y/n: ikaw lahat Sandro, ikaw lahat, ikaw lahat gumawa neto, you only you!!!

He hugged me tight as I continue to cry.

Sandro: I'm sorry love, I'm really sorry

He just keep on apologizing while hugging me, but the pain I'm feeling right now is more dominant than the pity I have for him.

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medyo late ang update kasi may midterm exam ang future doktora niyo HAHAHAH but anyways I hope you liked this chapter.

kindly wait for another update

sorry for the typos

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