Magnolias Of The Sea

Nausea and Pain Equals Chaos...

Hello! It's been a month but I have been going through some things. I am sorry I didn't update for so long but I came here with a long chapter. I won't spoil what's in store for you but I hope you enjoy it! It will be a fun fact at the end of the chapter!

Warning! Talks of wanting to not live! Please be wary of this if you are triggered by it! 

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"Whhaaaaa!! Going Merry! I'm so sorry!! I didn't know that wretched woman would soil the side of your hull!! Waaa!"

"Dammit, Ussop! I said sorry already! You're lucky I didn't puke on the deck!" I snapped at the wailing long-nosed pirate on my left. My head felt like it was going to split open from his shrieks. Another wave of nausea hit me in the pit of my stomach as I held onto the ship's railing. It took two shallow breaths before I was able to keep it down, for the sake of Ussop's sanity and mine I had to.

"Leave Magi-swan alone! You should be grateful she used her powers to protect us! She's a gorgeous angel sent from the sky!" I groaned for the hundredth time as he kept kissing my ass. I wish I could be alone right now. A small paw rubbed circles on my back as I focused on the sea. I didn't need to turn around to know that it was Yugo comforting me through my severe state. I could hear more arguments arise while a higher-pitched voice met my ears.

"Sorry, it took so long Mags! I'm so glad I can finally move! Here, I have some vitamins for the nausea!" His adorable voice was like a warm blanket compared to the obnoxious mouths that were too busy biting each other's heads off. I didn't even look at Chopper as I put my hand out to where he was. I felt his hoofs put two capsules in my hand. When his hoof left my hand I quickly choked down the pills before my body could retaliate. My hand trembled against my mouth as I stayed silent. Too busy feeling agitated in my horrendous state. Shivering like a wet dog and throwing up. I hate those damn special commands, even if they did save our asses. Usually, I was able to sneak away after using special commands to get out of sticky situations, but right now I was stuck with the loudest fucking pirates in the world. God my whole body is killing me, ugh, and my side! I carefully let go of the railing in front of me and gently laid my hand on the side of my rib cage. The tree was still attached to my rib cage. Purplish bruises littered my whole body like I was some leopard. The worse part was the blood smeared everywhere. It was all on full display since I only had a bikini top and shorts. It's gonna be long pants and cardigans when I get back. I started to feel self-conscious of my condition as I carefully covered my stomach with my shivering arms. The fear of the others staring at my weak body gnawed on my brain. So weak.

"How are you feeling Magnolia?" Robin spoke up from my right side. I didn't dare look at her either and just sighed again.

"The pills are helping," She let out a soft hum, but it sounded off. I lifted my blurry gaze to her face. Our eyes met and I could see the guilt etched in her blue eyes. My frown deepened as I couldn't take her guilty expression. It looked all too familiar. I slowly lifted myself from my spot. It caused Yugo to stop patting me on the back and for Robin to be taken aback. I paused when I finally got to full height. I had to make sure that I wasn't gonna barf again. When I finally decided it was safe, I turned toward her. She held a perplexed look on her face as I spoke.

"Whatever I do with my body and myself is my fault entirely. I decide what I do and how I act. I make the dumbest and most reckless decisions that usually put me in harm's way for the hell of it. I'm stubborn, loud, and irrational..." I placed my trembling hand on her shoulder and put on the brightest smile I could muster through the pain. I then leaned a bit close and mumbled.

"So don't ever feel like it's your fault okay? Everyone did this because they wanted to do right by you. Don't ever feel like you're a disaster or a burden because...because you're not. You have people here that will always be with you, and trust me. I don't think you can get rid of them anytime soon," I let out a strained chuckle as she gasped at my words. Her blue eyes began to water at my sudden compassion. Mostly from the shock that I knew what she was feeling. I quickly raised my hand and wiped her eyes as best as I could but failed miserably since my hand shook violently.