Songs I Write | VI

Park Neuk

Two years after, I'm still stuck in March
That little Park Lane, or Road or Street, I honestly forgot
I wanted to tell you about my life, things you'd never guess
Two years is a long time in my head

You were my baby
Now you're just a name on a random page I sometimes point out to my friends and laugh about
It's crazy
I can barely remember but I know that it was perfect once and I wish we could laugh about it now

I think you blocked me, I don't know if you're still with her
The love of your life apparently, even though I'm still bitter
I don't ever want you again, but I'll admit that it was sweet
How I showed love for you and you showed your love for me

You were my baby
Now you're just a name on a random page I sometimes point out to my friends and laugh about
It's crazy
I can barely remember but I know that it was perfect once and I wish we could laugh about it now

You used to find it difficult to live with yourself, so did I
We used to dream about the caravan in the front garden of your parent's house
I used to stay awake for you to tell you not to hurt yourself
And two years after, I feel like it's weird I'm here and you are not to be found

You were my
You were my
You were my
You were my baby
You were my baby
Now you're just a name that shows up pretty much every day, I point it out to my friends and laugh 'cause
Don't you think it's crazy
I can't remember but I know that it was perfect once and if I could talk to you because I miss you, but I guess it'll always just be what it was

Two years after, I'm still stuck in July
With your little Park Neuk, I remembered, are you proud? Are you? Are you?
You were my
You were my