" Do you wanna ride with me ? "
" Have you lost your mind or what ? Do you think I'm gonna ride with someone as careless as you huh ? "
" Then what ? You will ride with me babe. You don't have any choice other than that "
" In your dreams mr.Lee He...
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After all the things that happened, I still felt guilty for not answering his calls or text messages. He did call me and texted me a lot but, I didn't answer any of them. All I did was kept ignoring him for the whole damn two weeks
I didn't have a gut feeling to see him or talk with him. I didn't even want to hear his voice. I just wanted to be alone. I didn't go to the university either. I took online lessons and Heeun and Eunji sent me all the work I've missed
Helen hesitated to talk to me because she was guilty of what her mom and brother did to me but I called her and told her that it wasn't her fault. She said sorry multiple times even though it wasn't her fault at all. After talking with her I managed to explain to her and she has been with me for the past two weeks
and,
Sunghoon
Yeah, he tried to cheer me up from doing various things but to be honest, I couldn't move on from what had happened earlier. At the same time, I didn't want to be a mood killer or didn't want to ruin their moment. So I decided to stay like they had succeeded in making me happy
Also on the other hand, I didn't want to bother them cause they already said and tried to save me from getting hurt but I was the one who didn't listen to them. I did what I felt like to do and here I am ;
I'm hurt
Broken
Left behind
and got betrayed
How do you expect me to react? I have a heavy feeling and I can't even get rid of that feeling. It has kept haunting me for the past two weeks and still, it is the same as then
" Chae, come here " I heard Hoon shouting out loud but I was too bored to check up on him so I stayed quiet without responding
" Yah are you deaf ?! I was shouting my lungs out and here you're sleeping? Get up stupid " That's when it hit me
Stupid
That's what Heeseung used to call me always even though I didn't do anything stupid. It can be a simple word for someone but for me, it's the beginning of a beautiful yet hurtful story. And it meant a lot to me. I was looking at Hoon's face straight but I wasn't paying any attention to him cause I was lost in another world without even realizing that I was daydreaming
" Chae I- I'm sorry I didn't mean to" he could understand what was I thinking of only by my reactions. I don't deserve them
" No, it's okay. Tell me why did you come here? "
" Uhh about that, umm- I don't know how to tell you but, Chae look I know you're not okay right? So umm- " he paused. I was waiting for him to continue
" You have to go and talk with Heeseung Hyung. You didn't even give him a chance to explain and maybe he could have something to tell you so umm, I think this is the time to talk to him and clear everything out between you two "
