◇arcane◇▪︎marlene mckinnon

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A/N: the pic is just sooo hot!!!! I had to share it

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I walk out of the room and cant help myself to stand, all i can think about is what the healer just said about my parents. My hole like flashes vefore me and i just slid vy the wall in shock

It feels so unrealistic. i dont know if i can even cry for so much of a grief. I dont know what to think or what to do, i gasp for more and more breaths as the very thought of it makes it hard for me to breathe

My parents are dead. Its not possible, it cant be. I really have no idea what is happening as the room is spinning and i cant keep my eyes on a thing for more then two seconds

No tear comes out of my eyes and i just sit there is shock, i dont know how long have i sat there but i soon meet sirius,as he comes looking for me

"Marley!" He calls from afar and when he comes up to me, i look at him with red eyes and blinked away tears

"Marley! What happened, where your parents" he says sitting beside me

"Th-they're d....de..dead" i mumble out and he looks at me with sympathy, he suddenly engulfs me in a hug which i cant help but return

Hoy can any of this happen, we were just there, we were happy, we were togather

I cry harder at these thoughts

Sirius leads me to the others and i sit down, not talking to anyone, just sobbing in his shoulders while sitting on his laps

"What happend" i hear lily ask, and sirius filling them in the current situation

"Marley!" Lily sighs and i feel her hands on my shoulders

"It will be okay, alright" and all i do is nod

Then suddenly there is a knock on the door

It appears to be a healer who asks for me

I stand up following her out side

"Marlene, we think you should see your parents" she says and i nod, wiping my eyes with the back of my hands

I follow her to a dark corridor, with a dimly lit light on one corner of the room, the room is freezing

She pulls the piece of cloth, covering two whole bodies, from the head to present my parents

They're eyes closed and they look like some one froze them, they're a bit bluish

And i run out of the room as soon as i get a good look of them

I bang in a wall, but that isn't a real wall tough, its sirius

"Marley!" He looks at me with more sympathizing look

"I wanna go" i say, my voice coming out hoarse

"Yeah! Yeah lets go" he says as we walk out of the door

I dry my eyes of tears and down the water that was handed me

I make it out of the st.mungo's without sirius noticing i'm gone, i apparate to my house, i make my way up the stairs and into my room

I dont really wanna be with sirius right now, i dont want to look at him and see sympathy. All he did since i told him about my parents was give me sympathy looks and i cant look at that anymore

I sleep in my bed with tears in my eyes

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I wake up to some shadowy figures circling around the room, one standing by the doorframe, one sititng on my desk, one passing around the room, one came out of the bathroom and one on my bed sitting by my legs

My vision comes back and i eecall who they are, james by the doorframe, lily on my desk, peter from the bathroom, remus pacing; a habbit he started when he was nervous, and sirius on my bed

"Hey! Your awake" lily speaks up gathering everyones attention at me as she walks up to me. I sit up straight leaning on my backrest

"I wasn't out, i was asleep" i say chuckling a bit but i k ow somethings wrong by the look on they're faces

"Marlene, you were out, for 2 days" james mouths the words out

"What!" I practically yell

"You came home, and you didnt even tell me, i was worried" sirius says

And raise my eyes

"We'll leave you guys to talk" remus says as they all fill out of the room, locking it as they do

"I then came here to see you asleep" sirius continues "i tried to wake you up but you have a stubborn ass" he smirks making me smile a little, just a little then gone

"Sirius i want to talk to you about something" i mutter

"But fitst just hear me out" he insists

And i nod

"There are so many things going in our lives right now, marley, and i dont know what to do to make it up to you for what happened" he phrases

"Sirius, thats what i want to talk to you about, thrre is too much in our lives right now and" i hesitate "i dont want to do this but" my eyes now burn wiht thw tears that i'm holding back "sirius, i just want a break" i mumble out

"A break from what" he says laughing a little to ease the tension

"I want a break from.............us" i look down at my nails to avoid making eye contact with him, if i even look at him right now i know that i'm gonna break and let it all in, which i cant do right now

"So you're breaking up" he asks and scrunches his brows in disbelief

"Sirius, this is for our own good" i hold

He just sits there looking at me, his eyes full of hurt

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Finally! I'm literally soooo freaking sorry for the late chapters, i was sooo sad abot writing this, i mostly didnt want for them to break up and i was literally crying when i wrote it like seriously

But it was fun cuz you guyz love to read it, i know you do though

I hope next chapter i'll bring up soon

Recap: they graduated from hogwarts and james proposed lily between his headboy speech, lily obviously said yes

Then they decided to sneak to hogsmead and they had fun awhile until marley had a letter saying that there was an attack at they're house and mostly they're parents were injured including the mckinnons boys and lydia

Lydia is badly injured and in kinda type of comma rn

Marlene sneaked back to her house when she found out her parents are dead and because of anxiety she passed out between sleeps, she woke up after 2 days and yup you just read what happened