Lost Love

Part 5

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I hadn't see her in so long, it felt like she disappeared.

I know I shouldn't feel jealous but I was

I have absolutely no right

None

And I knew that but I still said it

Skip pass the part where she pours her heart out.

I couldn't say anything or move, it was like I was frozen in place.

She was crying because of me, I vowed to always protect her and I'm the reason she's in pain.

How could I be so selfish and insensitive.

"I-I'm sorry I know that doesn't fix anything but I'm sorry" I said my eyebrows scrunched together.

How could I treat my wife like this?

The woman I love

My thoughts were interrupted when her phone started ringing.

She quickly shuffled through her bags to one arm to get her phone.

I was watching her movements when I heard a male voice.

Darling when are you coming back home, the kids want you to tuck them into bed he said.

"I'm sorry amore I'll be home soon I just got caught up tell the kids I love them please" she replied.

Of course sweetheart he said finally and she ended the call.

"Who was that" I asked not noticing my clenched jaw.

She scoffed and looked me in the eye the hurt I saw broke me.

I realized I had no right to ask that

"I'm sorry" I said looking down.

"Goodbye Domenico" she said and started walking away.

"Wait" I said urgently jogging to her.

"I know I fucked up Isa but can we just talk" I said hoping she'd consider.

She stopped and seemed to be thinking.

She turned slightly and breathed in, "I'll consider it" she said so quietly I almost didn't hear it.

"Do you still have the same number" she asked as if this was a business transaction.

I didn't like that, I wanted her to speak to me like she used to.

Like her lover, her husband.

But I lost that a long time ago and I want to get it back.

"Yes" I said nodding my head exaggerating.

She looked at me once again and opened her car door.

"Don't bother following" she said avoiding my stare.

"O-Ok" I said mindlessly.

She licked her lips unconsciously and stared at my chest.

"Goodbye Dom" she whispered.

"Goodbye Isa" I breathed out.

Her car started up and she drove out back home.

Home...

"Darling when are you coming back home, the kids want you to tuck them into bed" he said.

Darling?....

Kids?....

Did she move on?

Does she have a family?

God I hope not I know how selfish I am but it's only with her.

I need her and when I 'found out' I cried for 2 hours straight I didn't want it to be true.

And deep inside I think I knew it was fake but thought it'd be easier for her.

She wouldn't have to deal with my drama and maybe she could be happy.

But without her something died in me.

And I can't get it back until she lets me hold her again.

I haven't touched another women since everything happened.

My assistant tried getting with me right after I had received the photos.

But I wouldn't dare touch another women when I had Isa.

But I need to fight for her lay down my love for her.

She wants kids?

I'll give her as many as I can

She wants money, a house, cars, jewels?

I'll hand the money to her

She wants marriage, or her own business?

I'll give it to her

She wants me dead?

I'll get on my knees and let her kill me if it's what she desires.

She wants to watch the world burn?

I'll hand her the matches, and watch behind her as she becomes the Queen of ashes and my world.

I just need my amore back