I'm so sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted.
I'm sorry I'm a shitty sister.
I'm sorry I'm a terrible friend.
I'm so sorry that I'm depressed.
And I cry a lot.
And I hide in my room.
I'm so sorry that I don't do everything you ask.
I'm so sorry I'm not perfect and pretty.
I'm so sorry that I put such a damper on your lives.
And that I'm tired.
And antisocial.
Please forgive me for being a human being.
I really am sorry I even exist.
I wish I could disappear, to make it easier on everyone.
I'm so fucking sorry.