Tobi

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This one is for myself, I've written quite a few personals lately and I kinda missed just writing for myself, and since I've started getting nervous for Insomnia on Friday I also wanted to write another one since writing relaxes me. I promise that the next one I post after insomnia will be another personal request from one of you guys. :)

Tobi's POV:

I would do anything for that girl, absolutely anything, she is my world. If I lost her again I don't know what I'd do. She smiles sweetly up at me and I realise that I haven't been listening to a word that she said. I got to distracted thinking about her. But if she cared about my lack of response she didn't say so. She just looked at me adoringly with her gorgeous sky blue eyes and I instantly got distracted again. I can't help it, every time I look at her... "Hey Lucy?" I ask. Her eyes widen and a grin spreads across her face, her eyes twinkling in amusement. "Mhmm?" She mumbles turning to look back out at the sea. "You know how I felt when I finally got you back after all those years?" I whisper turning my gaze away to also look out at the vast blue ocean. "I'm assuming you felt the same way as I did. That seeing you again after so long... It felt like coming home." She muses obviously suddenly deep in thought. She must have secretly been watching me out of the corner of her eye because she matches the grin that suddenly lights up my face. "You got it bang on. Exactly like coming home." I sigh contentedly as I wrap my arm around her shoulder and she leans down to rest her head in the crook of my neck. "Tobi?" She says gently. "Mhmm?" I smile. "I missed you." She whispers, her voice almost to soft to hear. I give her a gentle squeeze. "I missed you to." I sigh.

*8 years ago*

"Do you have to go?" I breath sadly as I let a single tear slip down my face. She nods her head crying silently. "I'm sorry Tobi. But mom said we need to go and live nearer to my nan and grandad now that dad is gone." She cries. "But who am I going to sit with at lunch at school? And who am I going to play with whenever I get bored? Lucy please don't leave me!" I beg. She just shakes her head sadly a look of complete regret and resignation on her face. She'd accepted that she had to leave me but she clearly didn't want to. "Sit with Josh. I'm sure he'd love you if you let him get to know you a little." She half smiles. All I can do is shake my head in total denial as she whispers out a quick "I'm sorry Tobi but I have to go now." And then she's gone. Leaving me behind completely best friendless and totally sad.

*back to present*

That had been the worst day of my life. Loosing the girl I had called my best friend for practically my entire life and also the girl I had been crushing on for years. But she was back now and she'd promised that this time she was here to stay. She wouldn't leave me again. I looked down at the side of her face as she gazed across the beach where there was only a couple strolling hand in hand and a middle aged woman walking a dog. The sun had started to set now. "It's getting late. Let's head home." I suggest. I watch as a slightly disappointed look spreads across her face. "But I was enjoying myself." She pouts. I smile and climb up, holding my hand out to help her. Even when she's stood up she's still almost a foot shorter than me. Yeah she's very short. At least that hadn't changed since she left. "Tobi?" She mumbles looking down at the sand. "Yeah?" I smile. "We'll always be friends forever right?" She whispers. I grin and gently lift her chin up so she's looking up at me. "Friends forever." I agree before stretching my pinky out for her to link our fingers together and shake in agreement. The look of complete contentment on her face makes my heart skip a beat. Yeah I love this girl. But sadly I can't tell her. Because to her, I'm just her best friend.

(Authors notes: yep... So this was a little different... No romantic relationships or kissing. I kinda like it though. Hopefully you guys like it to. Once again sorry for this not being a request but I kinda wanted a break for a chapter. And yeah, c'ya! <3)

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