Abusive || Hyunchan

~14~

(English is not my first language so..this story is kinda..you know..my grammar is my problem..)

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Hyunjin woke up getting a little bit energy, he fall asleep last night, he's been crying every night feeling all disgusted at himself for letting that bastard touch him.. this is not the first time hyunjin got touch..

Flashback
(13 years ago)
(Hyunjin was only 7 years old)

Hyunjin's step father throw the beer at hyunjin's mother making her passed out

Hyunjin on the other hand trying to push his father away but he got a slap across his Right cheek, hyunjin's step father held hyunjin by his collar harshly and push hyunjin on the bed, hyunjin's step father undressed himself and Force himself into hyunjin

Hyunjin was crying, trying to push his father away but it's not use, he felt useless,he felt disgusted..he just want to die and nothing else..

End of flashback

Hyunjin cried his eyes out

Why can't I just die.. hyunjin mumbled at himself, hyunjin have no one.. everyone hates him.. everyone is disgusted by just looking at him..

Hyunjin looked at himself on the mirror, he looked at the scar on his neck, wrist he felt ashamed at himself how could he let someone hurt him Because.he.is.weak..
very weak... hyunjin felt a pang on his heart when he remembered what his step father told him before he ran away..

hyunjin:father.. why did I let you do that to me? Why did I let myself to take care at you even you can't even treat me as your son..

Hyunjin said while sobbing, someone opened the bathroom door making hyunjin gasps softly finally someone will listen to him.. hyunjin though..

Seungmin:hyunjin? Are you here? I heard you talking.. I'm coming in...oh my hyunjin.. are you crying?

Hyunjin: no I'm not

Hyunjin said While wiping his tears, seungmin understand everything.. before hyunjin left, seungmin grabbed his wrist and hugged him tight, hyunjin let himself cried at seungmin's chest..

Seungmin:shhh, let it all out hyunjin.. crying doesn't mean your weak..It just means you have been strong for too long.. I'm here hyunjin..

Hyunjin didn't answer but he just continued to cry at seungmin's chest..

Minutes passed hyunjin let go at seungmin and thank him for being there..

Seungmin: hyunjin, the queen wants to meet you.. mind if we have breakfast together?

Seungmin asked hyunjin while biting his lips out of embarrassment, hyunjin looked at seungmin And laugh

Seungmin was glad that he made hyunjin laugh..

Hyunjin and seungmin go downstairs, everyone has eyes on them..

Jeongin: hyunjin is that you? You are so pretty!!