Okay, so most of you guys see me as this SuperHappyRainbowSunsineBallOfAwesomeAndHappiness, and I am. Most of the time. But if you really want me to be honest, I usually think about it at least once a week.
Not in the sense where I'm actually going to do it but just, like... I don't know, it's hard to explain but sometimes I just think about like, what if I were to kill myself right now? How would I do it? What would happen to the people I love? How would it affect them? Would I be missed? What would my funeral look like? Who would get my stuff? How long would it take someone to find me? Where would I go? What would I leave on my note? Would I even have a note?
So on and so forth. Believe me, I wouldnt actually do it, I just think "What if?"
And as for me ever seriously considering it in the past...one time.
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30 Day Challenge - April
Random30 days of stuff. I may not do one everyday because sometimes I have no Wifi, but I'll get it done in the month of April.
