A Butterfly Afterlife✧

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I didn't stop,
I didn't give up,
Now everyone's out,
And now I'm hopeless,

I pushed,
Never pulled,
They pulled me up,
And yet, I drowned once again.

I'm stupid,
I kept going away,
Kept blocking them,
Toxic trash.

It's time I went,
But to them, I wanted to vent,
Told them to let go,
But I know I won't ever say no.

I pulled away at my own risk,
Knowing it might cost me,
I pushed everyone out,
Knowing that I've already k!lled me.