A Butterfly Afterlife✧

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I thought we were fine,
That we weren't gonna end up in the lake,
I thought I wouldn't be forgotten,
But then, that's what I wanted.

Toxic thought, but that's always me,
I thought backwards were your thoughts,
That I'd be missed, or be of speciality,
But as I thought once, I thought too strongly of myself.

For once I thought you'd scream my name,
Or grab my hand when I was gonna jump down the bridge,
I thought you'd hide the pills,
But you hid my sanity, the wrong thing.

You weren't obligated to not walk out the door,
But I thought wrong that you were,
I invited you in,
But unlike, you ran out cause had the chance.