the next day
A A L I Y A H
As I was laying in the hospital bed with my baby who is no longer in a coma due to the prayers and the lord himself like it bought her back to her parents and family.
I ran my hands through her hair while she was sleeping peacefully and smiled knowing that I finally got my daughter back in my life.
"She is doing really good but we haven't you know what yet" I said sighing
Keisha bites the side of her lip and nodding her head knowing exactly what I was talking bout so we haven't told Chanel about her losing the baby yet. She just woke up from a two-month coma yesterday like shit ain't even been a full 24 hours so all we want is for her to get her strength back before we sit her down to tell her the sad news.
"And sadly, you guys were going to pull the plug on her too but thank you god for bring her back home to us" Keisha said nodding her had
And we were if it wasn't for the lord, himself.
"Yeah even if we did actually do it then I could never get myself to do it in the first place at all, to be honest. You know we lost one kid and I can't lose another one to our lifestyle" I said looking at Keisha
"Oh I completely understand like I feel the same way when it comes to King" She said shaking her head
"May in the future that our kids live a way better and safer life then we ever did" I said nodding my head
"Amen but I have to run sum errands now call me if you need anything sis" Keisha said hugging me
"Thank you for always being for me and my family Keisha like I couldn't ask for a better friend that turned into a sister like you, I love you" I said smiling
"That's what family always gon do is look out for each other along with be here for each other too. I am glad that I came across you and these annoying ass family members too, I love you more sister" Keisha said looking at me
We both gave each other a kiss on the cheek and a hug that was needed like Keisha and I relationship is different and real even though we may have hit heads a couple of times but that's my sister now for her then I will always go to war for blood or not.
"Stay dangerous sis" I said pointing at her
"Oh baby like you already know that is my type of style now" She said winking at me
I chuckled and shook my head at her while she walked out the room.
"These last two months have been heard for all of us but harder for me since you been here like I haven't been myself at all. If I am being honest like I been feeling alone and by myself" I said rubbing Nene's hair
"I am always getting asked if I am okay or how am I taking this and I will always tell them that I am good or I'm taking it well when god knows that I am not good at all" I said sighing
"When I got that call from your father saying that the doctor wants to talk to us like my heart felt excited but nervous not knowing that my miracle child could be leaving or saying with us. The doctor told us that we had to pull the plug like I didn't want to be here anymore now all I wanted was my babies to stay with mama forever. I didn't want to let you go because you mean the world to me, Chanel. You were my miracle baby and I can't let that go away cuz your brother protected you now it's my turn to do the same" I said looking at her
"And I truly hope that in the future that you and your siblings live a way better and safe lifestyle then your parents, uncles, aunts and grandfather did. All I want you to remember is that the world is yours no matter, my love" I said kissing her forehead
"I love you mom" Chanel said quietly
I looked down at her then kissed her forehead again and a smiled appeared on my face.
"I will always love you my miracle baby" I said looking at her
dear my miracle baby...