The Aftermath

Part7/ The return

Well , Well , Well Christmas break is over and school is back again ! I couldn't wait to get to school . Soon as I got there everybody want me to open my jacket up I'm like "noooo! Lol people are so nosey . First class started and everybody was staring like a Hawk . I don't like too much attention I don't even like being center of attention. The lesson couldn't even get done good without someone asking me how did it go . I responded"great " that was the only question I was answering today nothing else . The periods went by fast and we had cheerleading practice afterwards so I had to stay a extra hour and 30 minutes I didn't mind I missed the girls . As I watch them practice , and practice on the dance I played the music the least I could do was make my self useful. I was so sad I couldn't practice but again I was kind of happy I was sitting out . Cheerleading was something I was trying and it turned out to be a benefit . I don't think I cheered the rest of the year . But I was always there to support I had next year but I didn't plan on doing it next year . Practice went by , and I was ready to go . I just felt useless I needed that break though . I kind of got tired of our sponsor it was always something but I thugged it out the whole year , and kind of was exited to sit out the rest of the season but still attend the games. It was time to go and my aunt was outside to pick me up . She asked me how first day go from Christmas break it was an "okay day" I responded . I wasn't too much of a talker I was always small talk. I wasn't really open and most of the time didn't want to talk . we got home and I was hungry so I fixed me something to snack on til she cooked . I was ready to take my clothes off and lay down ! What a long day I wanted to go workout so bad but it wasn't the time to be doing that right now until I fully recover or I was going to be sore for real! I laid down and took me a nap them after school naps use to feel so delightful. A hour went by and my aunt came in to let me know the food was ready I had went to sleep and forgot all about the food being cooked but I got up anyways to eat . After all I needed to eat I ate lunch at school and I needed something else on my stomach at the time I was watching what I eat . I'm always on a diet lol once I found out you could eat what you want and workout and it's not going to matter I left that out the door . I was most definitely going to watch what I eat after my procedure . I wanted to get right for the summer I've always been insecure about myself because of my breasts people didn't quite understand but the people close to me that already knew the problem . I ate my food small portions of course and went to lay down . After that good meal I was beyond tied ! The rest of the day I slept til the next morning and it was time for school all over again. I could not wait til I finished school my senior year was not coming fast enough . Well that's what I thought .