I hate him, or well maybe I don't.. I want to block him, his number, his calls, his scent, the memory of him. All of it, the urge to talk to him as much as I can.
I miss him
I miss hands on me
i miss his hands on me
I miss his kissesHe says he wants me and I'm not sure I believe him.
He's like my own brand of heroin. My drug, my high, my addiction.To him I am nothing, normally I am okay with being nothing, but not to him, never to him. I don't want to be forgettable in his mind.
I don't want to be just another girl to him
I feel like someone took my favorite drug away just as I started needing it again.
I feel like I need him and I hate it.
I want him to want me.
Please want me
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The issue with loving him
PoetryDiary entries of someone in love with the wrong person