Summer camp LOVE

35

"So Umm guys I have news"

Yuta said as they gathered around him winwin and Lucas

"Chenle's mom picked him up last night so he's no longer attending here"

Yuta turned around a lifted his head

"Are you crying"

Winwin grabbed his shoulder

"N-no just something in my eyes"

Yuta cleared his throat

"Anyways, Chenle will no longer be with us which is very heartbreaking cause he was really special"

Winwin chuckled

"He's not dead you know"

After that they started bickering and everyone started talking amongst themselves

"He didn't tell me he was leaving"

Renjun said confused

Suddenly he heard a groan behind him

"This is my fault if I hadn't done that maybe he would still be with his boyfriend"

Renjun looked back

"Wait your the guy Chenle almost kissed, what was that about anyway"

Yangyang sighed

"Well he felt some type of way after his boyfriend was being all touchy with some other guy, he wasn't even mad he was just insecure about it so i kinda pushed him to be a bit less insecure and more risky and that happened. I'm really sorry I didn't know they would break up"

Renjun looked around

"Judging from the crowd something tells me it was more than that"

Jeno looked around

"He's not here"

Renjun nodded

"He must've said or did something"

Yuta clapped his hands getting everyone's attention

"Ok you guys can go back to your cabins and do whatever until further instructions"

They all started walking back And once yuta saw everyone leave he looked at winwin

"I'm gonna go in there make sure everything is ok"

Winwin's nodded and watched his boyfriend walk over to Jisung and Chenles cabin

He knocked on the door

"Jisung"

No answer

He knocked again

No answer

After many attempts he decided to just go in but as soon as he stepped in he froze

Why does the air in here feel so...thick

Yuta looked at Jisung and his heart broke he was sitting on the floor with a look of lifelessness

"Jisung what happened"

Jisung continued to stare off not saying a word

Yuta sat next to him

"If you don't talk to me I'm gonna keep bothering you"

....

"You ever said something so wrong and just wish you could take it back"

Yuta looked down at the thought of his own experience

"Y-yeah I have actually. Me and winwin got into a huge fight in highschool and I said something hurtful "

Jisung leaned his head on the mans shoulder

"What did you say to him"

Yuta bit his bottom lip nervously afraid to repeat the words

"I called him cold hearted"

Jisung scoffed

"That doesn't sound like a big deal"

Yuta chuckled a little

"Yeah it doesn't but that's until I realized that out of everyone I was the only one who didn't tease or bully him about being unaffectionate and closed off and you wanna know what he said to me after I said that."

Jisung waited curiously

"He said "your just like everyone else, I loved you because you saw me as more than an empty can but this is what I get for opening up"

The room filled with silence

"What happened after the argument"

Yuta ran his hands through his hair

"Well I gave him space and we took a break and afterwards we talked about it worked through it and got back together"

Jisung sighed

"I don't think I could ever come back from what I said to him it always replays in my head over and over the way he cried, the way he looked at me, the way...he smiled"

Jisung started thinking back to their argument

"I hate myself for making him feel like he doesn't deserve to be loved, my Chenle deserves the world but the fact that what I said made him feel any less is terrible"

Yuta rubbed the boys hair softly

"Well you know what give it some time and then try talking to him, I'm sure he misses you just as much as you miss him"

Yuta stood up

"I should get going now"

Yuta reached for the door and paused when he felt two arms wrap around his waist

"Thank you yuta"

Yuta smiled and rubbed the boys hair still a bit taken aback

"Y-your welcome"

Yuta walked out and went to him and winwin's cabin and sat on the edge of the bed

"So how did it go"

Winwin said as he sipped his water and focused on his book

"I want a kid"

Winwin spit out his water getting his book soaking wet

"WHA-WHAT!"