Lisa's POV
Doctor Yeri furrowed her eyebrows as she scanned through Jennie's sonogram. We looked at her worryingly.
"Is there something wrong with the babies?" Jennie asked, I held her hand and run my hand on top of my wife's still small bump.
"I see that baby b." Yeri pointed at the screen, she encircle it using her laser.
"He's smaller than his sibling. It is something that often happens but if you look he's really behind his sibling in size, she's too small for her period." She explained, I glare over Jennie and she really looks worried. I cleared my throat and gave her a little squeeze in the hand.
"Is there anything we can do so he can keep up the pace with his sibling?" I asked, she didn't answer me and just continued checking the monitor.
"Yeri..."
"I gotta be honest with both of you. There's a high risk we could loose him or worse both of them. But still it is a good thing you brought Jennie here immediately or else." I frowned at the words she just said. I can't phatom loosing a child. Yes, i lost one with my ex years ago but that was a different story. These babies they are different.
"Please do everything to keep them both. I can't, we can't loose any of them." I told her, Yeri heave a deep sigh and closed the computer.
"Like I said an hour ago just do some bed rest and I'll frequently check on Jennie."
We went home and I don't know but I feel super tired, I thought I was gonna hear good news but it is far from that. We sat on the couch and I immediately hugged my wife.
It was all great awhile ago now this...
"What are we going to do?" I asked her.
"I don't know, I just hope they will be fine." I kissed the side of her head and inhale large amount of air.
Please, I know that I wasn't the best person but please help us. Help us and our babies, don't let any of them go like this.
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A week later...
And everything I was scared of happening happened.
We lost the other twin last night. It was totally heartbreaking for me but most especially for Jennie but there's nothing left to do anymore, we still have one baby left and Im gonna make sure this one will survive.
"Stop crying now, okay?" I whispered to Jennie as she weeps softly, I kissed her hair and held her throughout the night.
I didn't sleep though, I kept myself up and just watch her as she takes a slumber. Even with her eyes closed I can still see how mournful she is.
Just after the sunrise I asked Rosé and Jisoo to go here, good thing, none of them are busy. Since I can't leave Jennie's side the two of them took care around the house, Jisoo sent the kids to school while Rosé took the pleasure of cooking for us.
"How is she doing?" Rosé asked when she entered the room holding a tray of food.
"Still sleeping..." I answered.
She placed the tray on the side table and sat beside me, she placed a hand on top of my shoulder. A simple gesture of giving sympathy.
"How about you? How do you feel?" She asked me softly, I looked over my shoulder only to see her staring at Jennie.
"I don't know how to feel Rosé. I saw her bleeding that night, it was the scariest thing I've seen, not even the time I got shot can compare." Her gaze turns to me, she frowns and squeezed my shoulder.
"I know you have every right to feel anything but right now be the bigger person. She needs you they need you, there's still one baby there and you should be strong for them." I gave her a nod, I heave a sigh and looks down at Jennie.
Her eyes started opening, Rosé stood up to give us space.
"Love?" I called, she rubbed her eyes and slowly sat up with a little help from me.
"You need to eat." I told her and offered her the food. She looks at it for a good two seconds before her shoulder slumps down.
"Not hungry." I frowned at her response, I put away the food and held her shoulders.
"Baby please. We still have one baby we can't loose her as well so please eat now." She only answered me with cold shoulders.
"For the baby please..." She slowly turned to me and sat up again.
"Promise me you will not let her be taken as well." She told me while tears are falling down her cheeks, I wiped them away and nod at her.
"I promise, but for now eat. You didn't ate much last night." She slowly nods her head at me. I started feeding her and I fed her as much as she wants and didn't force her when she didn't want to anymore.
Then later after about an hour I let her sleep again and so I decided to take a quick bath since I can't afford being away from her for that long. When I returned to our room she was awake again crying while hugging my pillow.
"Where did you go?" She asked me, her chin is shaking nonstop as sobs break from her lips.
"I just took a bath. I didn't go anywhere." I pulled away the pillow from her and replaced myself.
"Please don't go anywhere. I want you here, only here." She cried on my chest, I softly hummed at her and gave her head multiple kisses.
"I'll stay. I will stay here..." I held her tight until she calmed down.
"Be strong okay? At least for our baby. I know it is so hard love but we need to keep moving at least for her. Okay?" She nods her head at me, I gave her a kiss on the lips, it was filled with so much sadness but at same time I can feel through it that she's trying to be strong.
Is this karma? If it is please not on my children just me instead please...
