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jisung_frog: ooo Changbin, reply to @jisung_frog: who tf r u?
jisung_frog, reply to @changbin: i was at the audtions for yall
~~ i scream and fall off my bed. i throw my phone and start doung a little happy dance. "I WISH I MADE THE AUDITIONS BUT FREAKING WOOJIN!" i scream and hear someone walking up the stairs. i quickly comment and shut my phone off.
the door opens and its just my bestfriend, Jungkook. "are you still complaining you didnt make it?" he asks very disappointed. i huff and sit down on my bed. "if i wasnt so nervous, i wouldve made it." i look down, very obvious im upset.
it did hurt. minho and i were already getting to be friends. i wish we couldve stayed friends. he looked so upset when i didnt make it. i felt so bad, but he probably just felt sorry for me.
"well, wanna hangout?" i shake my head and jungkook groans. "fine, ill hangout with someone else." he whines and walks out slowly.
i get back on my phone and make a different account. i name it @random_cat
i figure its pretty lowkey and its not like anyone knows me in this town, besides jungkook.
i click on minho's profile. 500.9 k followers. wow, hes never going to see my message. ill try i guess.
before i message him my brother walks in. "c'mon your going out." he drags me out and i groan as i get dragged down stairs.
"i was trying to text someone." i fight and he raises an eyebrow. "No! not like that!" i shout back, kind if angered.
~~ he drops me off at the mall. i groan and see a mic and computer. i walk over and theres a sign. "add a beat and sing your own song!" i smile and start setting up the computer.
i wrote this song a while ago. nobody has ever heard it. guess i can bust it out.
it starts playing and i smile. nobody is here to watch so i wont be nervous.
"지구에 툭 떨어진 I'm an alien on this earth 나 홀로 어디에도 속하지 않아 보이고 아무리 웃어봐도 I feel so lonely 지구인과 섞이려고 드는 외계인 소리 내 말을 해봐도 누구도 듣질 않아
낯선 곳에 불시착해 처음에는 기대만 가득 찼던 나의 눈망울엔 까만 밤이 되면 자꾸 눈물이 고여 나의 당당함 또한 누군가에게 밉보일 수 있기 때문에 죽은 듯 살아왔더니 어느새 난 홀로서 저기 동떨어져 있지 그들과 나는 왠지 같은 곳에 있어도 I was an alien yeah 우주에서 날아와 불시착해 상처만 가득해진 나는 외톨이 t's a lonely night 조용한 밤이야 너무 어둡다 나의 나지막한 내 목소리로 이뤄낼 거야 저기 별들 사이에서 I'm just lonely 누가 날 위해 손을 뻗어 날 잡아줘
지구에 툭 떨어진 I'm an alien on this earth 나 홀로 어디에도 속하지 않아 보이고 아무리 웃어봐도 I feel so lonely 지구인과 섞이려고 드는 외계인 소리 내 말을 해봐도 누구도 듣질 않아
그래 나는 없어 매일 가득 넘쳐 나는 나의 걱정을 짊어진 채로 그 누구도 신경 안 써도 난 지쳐 쓰러지지 않을 거란 나의 맹세로
하늘 높이 바라보는 곳에 무수히도 많은 꿈이 나를 반기니까 Don't care about depression도 그래 내가 살아가야 하지 무너지면 모든 게 수포가 될 거야 꿈마저도
수포가 될 거야 꿈마저도 내가 이곳에서 마셨던 숨마저도 너무 쓰라리고 아팠지만 참을 수 있어 꿈을 위해서 탐탁지 않아?"
theres so many people watching. i start feeling nervous but when i see people cheering, my confidence goes back up.
"그래 누군가는 나를 원치 않았고 모두의 호감을 사기엔 나는 너무 어렸어 시간이 지날수록 나는 어른이 돼 갔고 완벽하진 않아도 자랑스럽게 날 다독여
It's a lonely night 조용한 밤이야 너무 어둡다 나의 나지막한 내 목소리로 이뤄낼 거야 저기 별들 사이에서 I'm just lonely 누가 날 위해 손을 뻗어 날 잡아줘
지구에 툭 떨어진 I'm an alien on this earth 나 홀로 어디에도 속하지 않아 보이고 아무리 웃어봐도 I feel so lonely 지구인과 섞이려고 드는 외계인 소리 내 말을 해봐도 누구도 듣질 않아"
i finish the song and take a little bow. everyone cheers and i see someone recording kind of far off. our eyes connect and its the same boy from the auditions.
i gulp dryly and he looks back at his phone. he smiles a bit and looks back up. the crowd walking away covers him, not letting me see him.
i start running to the spot he was at, shoving the other people out of my way.
"wait!" when i look around hes already gone. how couldve he already leave? i sigh and look down at my feet. my smile goes away and i start walking to this bench.
"its already dark." i huff, staring at the dark sky. i didn't realize from all the street lights. suddenly the street lights by me start flickering on and off. i whine, getting scared of the dark.
the lights go off and i huddle up in the bench. i hate the dark. my heart rate starts pounding due to fear. my hands are shaking and now its fucking pouring the rain down.
im so unlucky. im to scared to move, anything couod jump out.
something sits beside me and i jump, falling off the bench. "woah, calm down." the angelic voice speaks. i see a darker thing sticking out, probably his hand. i grab it and yes its his hand. he helps me up and i sit back down.
"you sang really good." he compliments. i chuckle a bit and shake my head. "i wasnt good enough for jyp." i mumble and feel his hand cup my cheek. "your an amazing singer. i dont believe that. you just need confidence." i slightly see his face and get closer to see.
"wait-" he seems so familiar. once he starts realizing what im doing he gets up and starts running. i groan and a light pulls up. "sorry, its raining, hurry." my brothers car light makes me see a peice of wet paper with a instagram account. i pick it up and hurry in the car.
"its freezing." i shiver and he chuckles. "whats that?" i look down and i can understand what its called.
i shrug and get my kinda wet phone out of my pocket. i see the post on instagram, its minho posted me singing. "no way." he even tagged jyp. im shitting tears.
i play it and im actually singing really good.
"IS THAT YOU?" he yells, looking suprised. "u-uh yeah." i stutter nervously.
