I am only human...

Part 10. Dreams and Mark's favorite person.

"...but I know you will be with me the happiest."

"Mark... I don't love you. I realized that you are a good person, but I don't know you, at all. What person are you, what your life was like? I will not bring happiness to you. Do you think troubles won't go after you if I would live in your house?  My stupid father will not leave me without money. He is gonna be your endless problem, even if he doesn't care about can I breathe or not."

"What if I just don't care?"

"It is the things that you should care about. Marrying and falling in love with the girl who was raped, you really can do that?"

"You are asking such stupid questions. Would I bring you here, if it would matter for me?" Mark didn't say anything for a second. "You are attracting me to you. In the last days, you are living in my mind, every second, while I am sleeping, while I am awake. What can I do for you for trusting me? Tell me anything."

"I want to go to university, Mark..."

"What profession do you wish to be?"

"I wanna become a translator and move to live in Italy."

Mark smiled and put her head(with hand) on his shoulder.

"When I was stressing, I started to learn languages for not thinking about anything." Said Sarah and didn't even try to move away.

"Why Italy, not another country?"

"Italy is warming my soul. It's one of the oldest but at the same time one of the modern. And also their language sounds so elegant."

"Huh, it seems that they are singing, not talking."

Sarah laughed.

"I didn't see your smile 'till now, it's really beautiful."

"What about you? What is your dream?" Said Sarah for not talking about her smile.

"I don't have one."

"At all?"

"At all. I have some works to do. If you are feeling better you can go to your high school, already. You need to practice for going to university."

Mark went out of the room.

POV Mark
After hearing a question, that nobody asked me before from Sarah, my heart did hurt. What is my dream? To see her again. I didn't even realize how I came here. The last time I saw her was here. At the funeral. I came near to the grave, that was familiar to me.

In the grave was a picture of one woman, who looked so familiar to Mark. I guess, the only difference was that Mark was a man, and she was a woman. Besides his features were rougher.

"Mum... I am really waiting for you yet. It has been 10 years already, but I couldn't accept you are not here, with me anymore.

POV Writer
Who said those foolish words, which are saying the man shouldn't cry or man's crying is embarrassing?

Dear readers who are thinking the same, the men are the same person as us girls, they have feelings, hearts and also tears.

Mark started to talk with her favorite person ever. After an hour or maybe even more he went to the house.
Sarah was in the living room when Mark entered, but without saying anything he went to his room and closed the door.

"Did something happen?" Thought Sarah and after thinking for a while went to his room.

"May I come in?" Asked Sarah after knocking on a door.

"Yeah, do you need anything?" Said Mark and let Sarah enter.

"Nah, I just... You are looking not well. Are you okay?"

"I am completely fine, it just seemed to you. Thanks for asking." Mark went to his desk(on that way, he did not face Sarah)

"Are you avoiding me?"

"I said, I am doing fine. Why should I avoid you?"

"Alright. Sorry." Sarah went out of the room.

"I guess, he should stay alone for a while. Perhaps he will relax soon." Thought Sarah and went to her room.

She started to practice the source she needs to give an exam for.

In the deep of the house was heard a human's screaming, whose noise comes off more like an animal groaning. But that sound only heard a basement's walls.