1/10/21
We all love watching the Sea. So peaceful with the sun setting down moon ready to take over the sky. soft breeze flowing away so peacefully.
Until you're drowning slowly falling Into the depth . Making it harder to breathe . Eyes Searching for even a little bit of hope. But only darkness can be seen and with the helpless feeling with no one to save you in the vast sea.
That's how it is. On the outside I look like a beautiful sea, peaceful yet inside is a war making me stumble in the darkness with every passing second. Into a room with light no where to be found. Suffocating yet trying to breathe each day without letting them know of the shadow covering my smile.
Untill I stop. Trying to swim up. Trying to breathe through the sea.
Slowly the water will take over and the beautiful sea will no longer pretend to be peaceful. It'll be quite.
-late night diaries.
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Blue & Grey
Non-FictionA diary written by a suicidal and depressed soul going through the hardest time fighting her own inner demons. My diary. 💜
