I despise people.

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I Am In Great Pain, Please Help Me -Crywank.

"compulsively complaining when i havent got the right

i hate the way that i think and act"

i dont want to die but im not good enough to live. i dont think i deserve this life and its proven in how i dont want to lose it even though i shouldnt have it.

"i can hide from friends but i can not hide from you"

seems directed at a person but

"brown baked column"

is a reference to heroin, when you look at it this way it seems less like he's trying to run from people and more run from an addiction.

self deprecating thoughts interrupting all the time

emphasising all the traits that i wish werent mine

they speak louder than everybody.

he called you beautiful, and you were lost.

as was he,

only; you were innocent

and he will never be.