I woke up and you weren't here.
Finch said you were gone and never coming back.
I have never been good with words, as the big strong tribrid, actions always suited me best.
But you always knew what to say. So in saying goodbye I'm going to channel you; the most amazing person I have ever known.
I could start with the first day we met and all those years since then we wasted in a cold war that never got anywhere but I won't.
I could talk about all the times being a tribrid unicorn didn't feel so lonely because I could look across a crowded mess Hall and catch your eye for that one brief second and know you understood me completely .... but I won't
I could talk about all the self sacrifices I watched you make not just for Lizzie but for everyone you considered a friend. I always wondered how s such a big heart could exist in as cruel a world as ours.
I could rant about all the moments you stood up for me when no one else did because you saw me and not just the tribrid
I could go on forever about all the spells I wanted to teach you when no one was looking
How I want to take you to new Orleans for your 18th birthday and show you my favourite sea food joints and dance till morning in the quarter with my favourite Gemini witch
I want to be the one who holds you on those rare days you let yourself breakdown and are not the rock for everyone else
I want to see you grow up and become all the beautiful things you deserve to be.
But I can't anymore so instead I'll tell you things you didn't know.
You never knew how when I caught your eyes for those tiny seconds, I wanted to fall into them for eternity
How I would die for you a thousand times over in a thousand different worlds.
How the sound of your voice let's me know everything will be alright just because you are there with me
How not having you here has shown me pain I never knew existed
I love you Josette Saltzman
My kindred spirit
My Gemini witch
My bestfriend
My epic love
Come back to me...
Hope 💔
For all the hosies nursing broken hearts 💕
