"What's Gotten into you..?" || DISCONTINUED!!

chapt 5 ~ recovering

possible TW eating disorder/ throwing up, if this triggers you in anyway please be cwreful ♡︎

||kokichis pov||

"Uh.. did you.. need something Kokichi?" Shuichi asked, he didn't look mad though, just slightly annoyed... that's good! "Weeeelllllllllll.... I've noticed how much you haven't been.. well eating! Anddd, Nishishi~ I thought I'd share with you!" his expression changed immediatley.

"I'm.. Not hungry." He said monotone, about to close the door, but I stopped him from closing it. "Cmon Shuichi... Food is so yummyyyy!" He rolled his eyes at me "You.. don't understand Kokichi." He told me, sorta softly. "But I do understand.." I mumbled under my breath. "Hm?" He asked, god he was so hot when he made that e- not the time for gay thoughts.

"Nothingg!~ I'm coming in anyway if you don't mind." Shuichi sighed, I could tell he didn't want eat, but hey, I need to help him! I'm sure he wants to get out of this hospital, and if he doesn't eat they'll make him stay longer! I'm just kindly assisting him!

I rolled into his room and he closed the door once we stepped, well me rolling on my wherlchair in. "Kokichi, I'm not gonna eat that... I'll..... throw up.." He said slowly and quietley, although I managed to hear what he said. I smiled softly, "And that's why I'm here! Even if you puke mulitple times, you're finishing this whole bag of goldfish! It's a small one anyway. I'll be coming her everyday to help you btw!" He simply nodded, his eyes looking teary.

He's probably barely eaten for the past few days. Jee this is a hospital why aren't they doing anything to help? Anyway, I grabbed a goldfish and asked him to slightly open his mouth, took a good minute for him to but once he did I gently placed the goldfish in his mouth. He took a few bites and then swallowed, he already looked like he was ready to throw up.

He ate another one before searching for a bowl to puke in, I quickly handed him one and he threw up, afterwards he apologized.

After a pretty long amount of time he managed to wat the whole bag of goldfish, which is amazing really. "Good job Shu!" I congratulated him with a grin, he gave me a small smile in return, I could tell he was still feeling uneasy.

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I woke up in my hospital bed groaning, my whole body was hurting a ton again and my hair was a mess. Hmm.. what if I just stay in bed all day? I don't feel like seeing Komaeda or anyone else right now. Sleeping all day sounds like an amazing idea! Doing absolutely nothing with my life! But, of course, something had to ruin this.

Mikan entered my hospital room rather calmly which was a bit unusual, but when Mikans calm it causes a calm aura around her which was nice, as it was so rare to see. "I apologize for entering without knocking Ouma..!" She exclaimed before continuing. "Erm.. I don't believe you have to attend your therapy as Komaeda isn't in office today for reasons I'm.. n-not aloud to share.. gahh! sorry..!"

I gave her a small smile "It's okay! Do you need anything else?" She thought for a moment. "Oh r-right! Chiaki and Pekoyama said she wanted everyone to leave there rooms atleast once today and do some sort of an activity... p-peferably with the others!" She informed me, I took a deep breath before yawning.

"I hate asking this.. buuut, could you maybe make arrangements for me and Shuichi Saihara to eat dinner together? In his dorm? It doesn't matter what food or anything." She thought for a moment before quickly nodding "O-Of course. But.. why dinner? ya'll could do many other things, like go to the l-library and such.." the library... "Ooo! Yea! We'll go to the library after we eat whatever. I'll make sure we're back in our rooms in time!" I told her semiexcitedly, soon after yawning.

"Oh-.. If you wan't to sleep more than you can.." She told me... sweetly I guess? I nodded in return and gave her a wide grin "Thanks Nurse Mikan! Have a great day!" She gave me a very small genuine smile with her eyes slightly furrowed "Mhm!.." She replied before leaving and shutting my door behind her.

I wanted to sleep, but I couldn't. I felt like shit right now so instead I just layed here burrying myself with my thoughts, eventually they grew more negative, but I fell asleep. If I hadn't, who knows what could've happened..

timeskip still kokichis pov

I woke up to a soft voice.. I'm guessing Mikan? "Kokichi..!" She said to me "Good, you're awake, erm.. Sh-Shuichi said you two can eat dinner in his dorm..." I nodded "Uhhh, what time is it?" I asked, she replied saying "4:37pm". Shit.

a/n 811 wordsss

sorry this chapter is shorter than usual i wanted to hurry up an upload it, ill start the next chapter once i get more motivation