JISUNG POV:
today is the day. today is the day i'm gonna come out. to be honest, my mom probably already knows. i can't ever hide something from her. she could replace sherlock holmes in 30 different languages.
my parents are coming home early today, so i'll tell them first. i'm meeting up with my friends later at the café so they'll know there. i've already told felix about my sexuality- well i didn't tell tell him, he found out. maybe it's half half. i accidentally called this cute guy on my fyp hot, and let's just say i forgot to say no homo. i eventually told him the truth and he was happy for me. felix actually came out not too long ago too, saying him and this dwarf dude named.. chang..bing? changbin yeah changbin. he said that they were dating. of course we were all happy for him but this changbin dude appeared out of no where, so we were suspicious about it too. we didn't get anywhere with our investigation that felix totally didn't find out and bust us.
anygays, my parents are probably gonna be home soon. suddenly i'm nervous. should i tell them? it wouldn't hurt hiding it for another 2.. years? maybe i could hide it forever... no jisung. man up. you can do this.
ughhhh i can't do this. what if they're homophobic?? no... well atleast not my mom. she thought me and minho hyung would be a good couple... i mean... no jisung! minho hyung is straight and won't like you! ugh.. he's just so hot thoughhh. he's so nice to me and he always makes my heart flutter. he- no! jisung right now it's about you coming out to your parents and not getting kicked out. not about minho hyung! should i rehearse what to say? how do i even tell them? do i- WAS THAT THE FRONT DOOR?? shit.
"jisung baby we got dinner!" i heard my mom yell
"coming!" i yelled back
"..out"
i walked downstairs, even more scared now. did felix not warn me how nerve wrecking this is? he said it'll be fine, obviously it's not.
"hey sungie baby! how was your day?" my mom asked
i love my moms smile. it's so heartwarming.. no one will believe she'd kick me out if i was gay.. let's just hope for the best.
"it was alright, what about yours?"
"mine was great! did you know who i bumped into earlier?" she asked
well looks like im delaying it
"who?" i asked
"minho! he's one of your best friends right?"
"yeah"
"well first of all, he really has his manners. he's really sweet sung. also are you there's nothing going on between y'all?"
"me and him? pfft no, why?"
uh actually yeah. i've had a crush on minho hyung for the past, year and half? i think idk at this point. minho hyung only dated girls, so assumed he's straight
"when he saw me, rather than asking how i was, he asked a lot about you. he's really worried because you've distanced yourself with him these days. he asked if it was because of his girlfriend, if so they already broke up" my mom explained as she was setting up the table
