Dark Hours

Glum 1

I thought you were different but I realized that my specialty made you to be the when I adored my entire life I saw you as a prince and as your princess trying to build a kingdom and become an empire and empress but in reality you were not closest to being one in my mind I was in love with your potential not in love with reality my expectations left me broken because I wondered why but realized he will never the man I need it my mind played mind games on me the only object I could get was the lies I told myself about you every red flag still in front of me but I thought it was my insecurities I couldn't distinguish between my intuition and your toxicity it's came a time with only thing I want to do is you but the only thing you wanted was another person realize that it was heavily first choice hurts but deep down and you happen for a reason a reason I never got to understand because I thought life was in favor and reality life is never easy it's what we say the makes it  easy

I became a bitter girl listening to SZA every moment that I got my background was always why so hot to face that the party is over deep down I wanted you to continue but I wasn't over you I was over this s*** where I give you a second chance ever no I wouldn't you took down I wish I could cuz it comes stances can't let me I could never put you first ever again but I once did and that's ruined who I was is an immortal and now I'm left to be mortal