I hope that destroying
a little part of me
repaired you
prologue:
or at least
made you think
about what
you did
to me
and to
those
other woman
considering what your actions
can cause
~provoke
you took away
a part of me
that can't be fixed
or restored
for now
I wanna know
when and
how
I'll ever gonna be
able to let you go
find ease
really wanting
you to leave
my life
my thoughts
not holding on
to you
anymore
wanting you
to be
a dusty
faint memory
instead of
making
me faint
making me mad
instead of sad
thinking you are
weird
and crazy
knowing that
you got your issues
and I can have better
that what we had
doesn't matter
angry
that you took
advantage
of my situation
....
I don't want to
smile
when I think
of you
cause you might
made my happy
at that time
but you also
used me
mentally
abused me
there is no reason
to think back
about it
with a smile
I guess this feeling
will stay
for a little
while
you took away
a little part of me
that can be fixed
ever since
I preferred
to part ways
which I didn't
but I knew
I needed to
flee
run as fast
as I could
suffocating
my feelings
in order to be able
to grow
to heal
to move on
one day
cause
there is nothing
you can take
cause I'm still me
as a whole
as a person
capable of making
my own decisions
being responsible for
my luck
I hold on to
the steering wheel
of my
emotions
devotions
decisions
my luck
my mind drives
my actions
regardless of
your reaction
you can only take
what I let you
you can take
my time
my happiness
my laughter
my self consciousness
Oh gosh
I wish
I would
care less
you are stuck
in my head
I'm unable
to forget
You can take
my desire to eat
my interest to meet
other people
you might be capable
of taking
my insecurities
my faith and trust
but I'm smart enough
to know
that there is
no missing part
that needs to be fulfilled
nor is anyone
accept myself
in the position
to take
something
that's not his
cause I am that part
of me
and I'm not gonna
let you
play a part
(in my life)
~my dad used to say: 🍀
We are all the blacksmiths of our own happiness
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poems about life and love ~Can you play that part?
PoetryDes poèmes en anglais et français Hey you might be agonized and astonished when you read the statement ''you took a part of me" cause how can someone ever take something from us. We are not a fragile, clustered piece of broken fragments build of emo...
