Beyonce pov
I woke up beside my husband in his embrace . I remember everything that happened last night and I really loved
it . I really missed these times I use to share with my husband . I know I have
been slacking as a wife because of my solo career buts it's going to change .I slowly crawled out the bed and went to the restroom because I've been holding me pee since last night .
I got into the shower and decided I wanted to make my hubby breakfast .I know you thinking { you can't cook}
but that's something I've been learning
I talked to my mom and she said you can't really teach someone how how to
cook it's just what you ankle it taste like
I decided I wasn't going to do major things but I was going to make him
Eggs,bacon,pancakes, and some cut
Up fruit .I finished up with all my things and decided I'll wait till he wakes I eat .
I went into the living room and read.
I was reading this book on how wife's
Should be and it gives me good ideas .I'm a mother too so I can't just not know how to do anything I have to
Teach myself i want to be the best
Mommy and wife .As I began to end the chapter I felt big hands rub on my shoulders which would be my wonderful husbands .
"Good Morning babe " he said with his husky voice .
" Good morning " I said Turing towards him " .
" I see you made breakfast " he said rubbing my shoulders .
" Yeah babe go eat and then we will talk
" I said closing my book putting my bookmark .He ate and I was so scared because I thought it would be nasty but I was grateful he was honest and told me I was doing a little bit better but needed more work .
I felt like him actually telling me the truth made me so much in love with this man . I hate men who aren't honest
So how are you supposed to know
He's telling the truth if all he dose
is lie .He finished we both cleaned the kitchen. We walked into the living room and sat in the couch and talked .
" Jay can I ask you something " .
" Anything" he said laying his head in my lap as I rubbed it .
" Do you think our career is taking time from blue blue ". I asked ashamed .
" To be Honest yeah that's why I put my album off for about a year so I
Could hang with my little princess ." Me to I'm going to finish the mrs carter tour and take off . I said feeling a little better .
" Bey can I ask you something " .
" Anything " I replied
"Do you want another child " he asked curious .
"Jay that's a lot for me to handle I can't take of blue hardly because of work and I feel like me being pregnant is going to affect us as a relationship . " I said.
" Here we go ..... you always think of what would happen to you . " He said sitting up off my lap .
" Explain to me how I'm thinking of myself .
" Your thinking about how your going to take care of 2 kids and I'm going to be here to help you . your thinking your going to loose your good body so you don't want another kid . your thinking the media is going to judge you because your popping babies .... it can affect me to but I don't let it ... it's simple you just block out all the hate . " He said walking away .
" jay I'm ..... I'm sor.
" Bey just give me sometime alone and then we can talk I don't want to make this out of something it's not . " He said running up the stairs .
"I'm the messer upper in my marriage always " I said to myself .
An hour passed so I want to see my husband . he was in the bowling alley we had built in our home .
I walked in and seen him with his hands in his head with the music blasting .
" Jay babe can you talk to me " I asked
:-/ silent
" I know your upset with me and i understand I was selfish and evil I'm sorry . " I said
Soon then blue came running in a jay changed his whole attitude he started smiling and yelling like blue was with him . she ran and gave blue big hugs and kisses .
That moment made me so happy I had such a good relationship with my farther and mother and I want us to have the same . blue ran over to me and gave me hugs and kisses before she ran to play in the play room we had built .
" Jay please talk " I said whining
" I have nothing to say to you " he said stern
" So your just going to ignore me " I asked
" Nope I'm just going to not say anything if you don't "
"So you want me to leave " I asked
" Your choice " he said waking out .
I ran upstairs grabbed all my stuff and grabbed my jacket as jay walked into the room .
" I'm leaving jay ill be back to get blue and other things " I said.
" Same ole beyonce " I said.
" What is that suppose to mean " i asked
" You run away from trouble or stuff that you think will end badly .
" You told me to leave the fuck " I said mad
" No I said it was your choice ..you
Chose to leave ." Do you want me "I asked
" What ... " He asked
"DO YOU FUCKING WANT ME JAY " I YELLED
"YES STOP SCREAMING FOR YOU SCARE BLUE " HE YELLED BACK .
" Then love me please " I said falling to my knees .
" I do" he said holding me on the floor .
" It's too much stress on me and the ... it's just too much .
" And the what " he asked confused
Lord I've been trying to wait until his birthday to tell him so I have to lie to him.
" nothing baby just hold me " I interpreted .
" Okay " .
A/n
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