Me and the .....??

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Beyonce pov

I woke up beside my husband in his embrace . I remember everything that happened last night and I really loved
it . I really missed these times I use to share with my husband . I know I have
been slacking as a wife because of my solo career buts it's going to change .

I slowly crawled out the bed and went to the restroom because I've been holding me pee since last night .
I got into the shower and decided I wanted to make my hubby breakfast .

I know you thinking { you can't cook}
but that's something I've been learning
I talked to my mom and she said you can't really teach someone how how to
cook it's just what you ankle it taste like
I decided I wasn't going to do major things but I was going to make him
Eggs,bacon,pancakes, and some cut
Up fruit .

I finished up with all my things and decided I'll wait till he wakes I eat .
I went into the living room and read.
I was reading this book on how wife's
Should be and it gives me good ideas .

I'm a mother too so I can't just not know how to do anything I have to
Teach myself i want to be the best
Mommy and wife .

As I began to end the chapter I felt big hands rub on my shoulders which would be my wonderful husbands .

"Good Morning babe " he said with his husky voice .

" Good morning " I said Turing towards him " .

" I see you made breakfast " he said rubbing my shoulders .

" Yeah babe go eat and then we will talk
" I said closing my book putting my bookmark .

He ate and I was so scared because I thought it would be nasty but I was grateful he was honest and told me I was doing a little bit better but needed more work .

I felt like him actually telling me the truth made me so much in love with this man . I hate men who aren't honest
So how are you supposed to know
He's telling the truth if all he dose
is lie .

He finished we both cleaned the kitchen. We walked into the living room and sat in the couch and talked .

" Jay can I ask you something " .

" Anything" he said laying his head in my lap as I rubbed it .

" Do you think our career is taking time from blue blue ". I asked ashamed .

" To be Honest yeah that's why I put my album off for about a year so I
Could hang with my little princess .

" Me to I'm going to finish the mrs carter tour and take off . I said feeling a little better .

" Bey can I ask you something " .

" Anything " I replied

"Do you want another child " he asked curious .

"Jay that's a lot for me to handle I can't take of blue hardly because of work and I feel like me being pregnant is going to affect us as a relationship . " I said.

" Here we go ..... you always think of what would happen to you . " He said sitting up off my lap .

" Explain to me how I'm thinking of myself .

" Your thinking about how your going to take care of 2 kids and I'm going to be here to help you . your thinking your going to loose your good body so you don't want another kid . your thinking the media is going to judge you because your popping babies .... it can affect me to but I don't let it ... it's simple you just block out all the hate . " He said walking away .

" jay I'm ..... I'm sor.

" Bey just give me sometime alone and then we can talk I don't want to make this out of something it's not . " He said running up the stairs .

"I'm the messer upper in my marriage always " I said to myself .

An hour passed so I want to see my husband . he was in the bowling alley we had built in our home .

I walked in and seen him with his hands in his head with the music blasting .

" Jay babe can you talk to me " I asked

:-/ silent

" I know your upset with me and i understand I was selfish and evil I'm sorry . " I said

Soon then blue came running in a jay changed his whole attitude he started smiling and yelling like blue was with him . she ran and gave blue big hugs and kisses .

That moment made me so happy I had such a good relationship with my farther and mother and I want us to have the same . blue ran over to me and gave me hugs and kisses before she ran to play in the play room we had built .

" Jay please talk " I said whining

" I have nothing to say to you " he said stern

" So your just going to ignore me " I asked

" Nope I'm just going to not say anything if you don't "

"So you want me to leave " I asked

" Your choice " he said waking out .

I ran upstairs grabbed all my stuff and grabbed my jacket as jay walked into the room .

" I'm leaving jay ill be back to get blue and other things " I said.

" Same ole beyonce " I said.

" What is that suppose to mean " i asked

" You run away from trouble or stuff that you think will end badly .

" You told me to leave the fuck " I said mad

" No I said it was your choice ..you
Chose to leave .

" Do you want me "I asked

" What ... " He asked

"DO YOU FUCKING WANT ME JAY " I YELLED

"YES STOP SCREAMING FOR YOU SCARE BLUE " HE YELLED BACK .

" Then love me please " I said falling to my knees .

" I do" he said holding me on the floor .

" It's too much stress on me and the ... it's just too much .

" And the what " he asked confused

Lord I've been trying to wait until his birthday to tell him so I have to lie to him.

" nothing baby just hold me " I interpreted .

" Okay " .

A/n

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