The love of beyonce and jayz

Vacation part 2

Beyonce pov

I realized that everyone feels that I'm just to good for them or I think I am which I don't . I know I get all the crazy loving fans and all the juicy gossip but it's not like I pay them to do that . I'm trying to fix a relationship with my family .

I walked out of the beach house and made my way to the dinner table . I seen everyone talking but when I walked in all eyes where on me .

I slowly made my way over to Jay and sat next to him . I was shocked because he didn't even acknowledge me as if I was nothing .

I sat and everyone looked at me and I had to do something to break the silence but it was just to much my heart was racing a hundred miles per hour .

" Look I'm sorry that I've been acting crazy towards everyone but I just need some time to explain this long unexciting story . " I said looking at everyone .

" We have time " kelly blurted out .

" I prefer to talk to you in private kelly everyone knows but you . " I said looking at her .

" Well then that's another thing I don't know " she said looking down

" Please not know Kelly lets just enjoy this wonderful dinner they have prepared for us you don't want to get into any secrets . " I said Rolling my eyes .

" Oh so you want to bring up secrets ....lets talk about secrets . Do you remember the time you came to my house crying and saying how could Jay be so stupid and make you loose your baby or the time you told me that you cheated out of town but you told Jay you were with me ..

" kelly " solo interrupted

" No she wants to talk about secrets share my secrets because it seems to me that all the secrets I have are secrets of yours " she said .

" You ..... how could you say anything about this to anyone ...... you know I said all of that to you for a reason and ...." I could barley even talk .

" You will get what you give ... I'm tired of being in your shadow I've been threw so much because I was I belittled by you and know you have your own dirty laundry " she said looking at me teary eyed .

" who did you cheat with " Jay asked

" Please can we talk about this in private " I said asked

" Oh so know you wanna talk about it in private but when you opened your legs were you being private no ..so who the fuck was it and when did it happen " he said a little more pissed.

" Shawn , don't act like you never cheated on me , you see how it feels to have someone cheat on you and I didnt cheat on you out of spite I would never I will tell the story if you would get your ass up and meet me in our beach house

And for you kelly , yeah I cheated we all did things that were wrong but for someone I thought loved and cared for me to spill my secrets is enough you don't know what's been going on in my life because you were to busy acting like a bitch to find out I struggle to produce babies ........ I can't even promise my own husband he'll get his second child before he's 50 but ......I don't have to explain myself to you and I won't its to much stress on my now growing child " I said getting up as Jay followed me to our beach house.

" Bey wait " Kelly shouted as she ran towards me .

" What " I said at least bit no wanting to talk to her .

" look you and I both know we've both been being a bitch I love you a lot bey but all your doing yourself thing has to go " kelly said

" I know ...I would love to talk but I have to discuss personally information that was not to be shared him and hope he Doesn't divorce or be on range to do " I said .

"I'm sorry and he's not going to leave you he loves you too much he's just upset " she said

" You better hope so " I said running catching up with Jay so I could get this argument over with .

I walked into the beach house and saw Jay packing his things waiting for me to explain this mysterious cheat I've done .

" Look Jay you and I both know we've cheated on each other and it's not good at all .... well I guess what I'm trying to say is the night you cheated with rih my whole life went down hill . I thought I was everything a man wanted it at least you did but I was wrong . I. Left after the situation and went to club with kells we had a few drinks here and there but this guys came on to me . I was drunk and it happened and I found out the person I slept with was Michael . " I said almost in tears

" I love you a lot Jay and I really want you to be with me and for our child and blue . I don't know what would happen if we spilt ." I said

" Beyonce look I love you too but all this arguing and fighting is too Much for you and me . Your the one who said two wrongs don't make a right and you did wrong after me ..... yeah I felt stupid all in Michaels face but I'm over it . " He said packing his suit case .

" So that's it your just going to up and leave me " I asked looking in his eyes

" Bey we need space you enjoy your vacation here and I'll be at him with blue then we can see where our marriage goes " he said grabbing suit case standing in front of me .

" Can we -- At - " I aid before being interrupted by Jay laying his lips on mines releasing after 1 minute .

" I love you just enjoy your time here your pregnant ... relax I love you and only you I just need space I'll call you everyday until you get back ." he said kissing my forehead .

" Okay " I said about to break down .

He left and as soon as he did I cried . I cried so loud solo and kelly came running in .

They both crawled in bed with me and held me tight .

" What happened " solo asked

" Jay - mi-- leave me " I said crying harder .

I cried and they held me all night long until we all eventually dozed off to sleep .

A/n

One chapter left and I'm sad this book is literally my baby but comment sequel if wanted and tell me what you think gone happen in the end and I want to make another book I'll let you know further detail In my last chappie 😢😖😖😖 love you guys and I just might not end this book it depends on how much you guys love it hell I go up to 72 chapters if that's what it takes to make you enjoy my story but please comment I need feedback to make you guys happy of what you read .

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