Sajde kiye hai

39. Confession

Susheela remembering the Letter runs to her room
And goes through her stuff and finally finds the letter
She clutches on to it questioning whether to read it or not..
Pramod was angry at her he wouldn't like it But she decides to read it cause Pramod once wanted her to read it .... Maybe it will help her to apologise to Pramod. This could change their entire relationship
With shaking hands she opens it

Dear Susheela
I don't know how to start this but idk when how mujhe apse pyaar ho gaya.... I know hamari deal me nahi tha ye but I can't help it. From the first day you had something different in you that attracted me... The way you got so well with my family making them yours was amazing....

 Remember our car rides... That was the exact moment I knew I was doomed i started liking you more than a friend... And then shaurya came in confirming my feelings... I never told you this but I reacted that way cause I was jealous.... hurting you always breaks me more that it breaks you... And that day I saw you crying for the first time i was scared out of my guts but i trusted you to be strong

The 2 days in Delhi were the best ones for me. I never told you this cause you were drunk but the lines you said to me just gave me hopes of you loving me too...i started believing that you were right... I was made for you... Your perfect fit.... When you told me about your family i wanted you to meet them... I didn't know things would go downhill... I just wanted to tell you how I feel before it's too late... 

I LOVE YOU Susheela I want you to be my real fiance my real life partner

I am not forcing on my feelings on you it's your decision to make but i promise me loving you will never change our friendship.... I want to wait until you are clear of your feelings too

And I'm really sorry for kissing you i know it was your first kiss and i ruined it for you...it should have been something special for you

But I'm not sorry to have kissed you it was the best kiss I ever had and if I had the chance I will do it all over again in the same way

I will love you always and forever
Your Dr. Shab

Susheela has tears in her eyes Pramod loved her the entire time and she was so clueless about it
Now it's her turn

Pramod goes up to his terrace and sees darkness so he turns on his flashlight suddenly someone jumps on him
P: mummy!!
S: shhh mummy sachi aa jayegi

 
P: kya kar rahi ho?! Sab itna dark karke rakha h... Vese hi dar lag raha tha aur ab ese kud gai
Susheela is revived to see Pramod is actually talking to her
S: bohot darpok ho tum...
Susheela shows him his letter
S: letter? Seriously? Itne darpok ho tum?

 
P:(rolls his eyes)to kya karta
S: kya karte... Hmmm ye aacha sawal h... Well agar mai hoti ho mai ye karti.
Susheela turns on the lights and

Pramod sees a decoration filled with balloons and I love you written with flowers on table

Susheela climbs on the edge of balcony and shouts
S: I LOVE YOU PRAMOD CHAUTALA!!
KYA TUM MUJHSE SHADI KAROGE?!
Wait shadi to already ho gai h... Nevermind....

 
KYA TUM HAMESHA MERA SATH DOGE? CHAHE MAI JO BEWAKOOFI KARU?
P:(laughs a bit) goes near her and gives her his hand
P:neech utro
S:pahle jawab do!

 
P:gir jaogi ... Phir kiska sath dunga?
S: tum kabhi girne nahi doge mujhe
P: overconfidence?

she jumps on him and he catches her

S: overconfidence nahi pyaar h pyaar
Pramod hugs her really tight... Mai sapna to nahi dekh raha na Susheela pinches him jor se
P: ouchhh... Han theek h sach h

 
Pramod leaves her and goes down on one knee and takes her ring out
P: Mrs Chautala.... This belongs to you
Susheela takes her hand in front
S: to aap hi dal do Mr Chautala ye hath sirf apka hi h
Pramod makes her wear the ring and kisses her hand lightly
S:(laughs) darpok

 
P: aacha ji
Pramod gets up and pulls her hand so she collides with his chest
And goes to her ear

P: abhi bhi darpok
S: hnji
P: vese dekha jaye...to aaj hamari first night h right

 
S: Pramod... I don't think I'm ready... Ye sab physical cheeze... I know tumhari expectations hongi...
P: meri expectation to aaj sofe pe sone ki thi... But look at me now I'm living the day of my dreams
S: you have dreamt of it?

 
P: Susheela ji mere kya kya sapne h aap na hi Jano to aacha h
Susheela blushes: chup karo bakwas bass karte-

Suddenly Pramod kisses her lightly but it the both get into it will all the passion trying to remove all the distance they have between them

Susheela bites his lip unintentionally so Pramod winces
S: sorry- jor se lag gai? Dekha bola tha mujhse nhi hota-
Pramod kisses her again shutting her up
After parting away after a bit Pramod says

P: bohat bolti ho aap.. aacha tareeka h chup karane ka
Susheela wraps her arm around him tightly
S: mujhe bhi pasand h ye tareeka isliye bolti hu mere opration manual ho tum

Pramod laughs lightly
P:I love you, you know that?
S: roj bhi bologe to bhi kabhi enough nahi hoga
P:(laughs) aacha ji ab roj bolunga

P: neeche chale? Kafi late ho gaya h thak gai hogi na
Susheela just hugs him more tightly

 
S: I don't want this to be over yet can we stay like this for sometime more?
Forever Pramod says while stroking her hair

Finally the part everyone waited for right 🌝

Kal last part aayega🥺🤌🏻