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I was taking a deep breath inhaling the fresh cold air. Sitting on the beach made me forget things or come up with new ideas. But however shitty i felt, it made me feel better.
I was alone, and i actually enjoyed it. Mom allowed me to since she trusted me to not hurt myself anymore. I'm self harm sober now since 2 months. Yup, i did it.
I can tell, by myself, that I'm feeling joy when i think about life. That's something I've never felt and it feels so good.
From my backpack i grabbed a diary. My diary. I've been writing in this since the last year and it's been with me through everything.
From fights to love, from failing school to actually getting A+'s, from hurting myself to get clean, from laying unconscious with cuts on my wrist in a hospital bed to being the happiest I've ever been.
I went through all the pages again, and read them. Some of them i completely forgot about, like when mom and i fought because Jacob was here. Now look at us, best buddies.
So many stories and memories in just a few pages. I'm glade i wrote in this diary. I made my way through all of the pages until i was on the last page. It was empty. I grabbed a pen and decided to write.
I wasn't thinking for all too long and started writing down...
i am happy
the end
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DAUGHTER OF BILLIE EILISH
Fanfictionpov; you're the daughter of billie eilish // first few chapters are shitty so be patient thanks #1 FINNEAS - {31st January 2022} #1 OCONNELL - {13th February 2022}
